Posted , 5 users are following.
I woke up in the morning again feeling like blank almost? I'm not sure if that's because I'm trying to think to deeply about things in the morning as soon as I open my eyes but all these thought's began to rush in my head because I felt confused about my surroundings like what if I am not right, what if I don't feel connected to my family anymore, am I even myself anymore and it all bombarded my head and I could not think what so ever I had a million and one thought running through my head and I felt almost hopeless. I'm so sick of how I feel and some of the thoughts I get fair enough anyone can get any thought they want but I don't want them what so ever
things such as what if I end up becoming insane
what if I don't feel connected to myself or my family and obviously thoughts stimulate feelings of panic which sets me off on an extreme panic and I feel like I can't do anything and nothing can help me and I get a crazy feeling in my chest like a burning feeling I am soso terrified, I'm 15 and I feel that by thinking of this stuff I am convincing myself I have certain things
0 likes, 11 replies