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I've posted on here a few times and in other sites as I feel like I am just going round in circles and it's just one thing after the other at the minute!
It started a few years ago with a bout of really bad headaches, sweats, shakes and heart pulpertations which just come out of the blue, I saw a neurologist and had a ct scan which was all normal which was great I thought I could relax a bit now!! Well for a year I was having horrific headaches and convinced myself I had a brain tumor or some awful illness, then I feel pregnant with my second child and everything went away, I had no headaches, no sweats etc it all vanished overnight and through the hole of my pregnancy there was nothing! Now 7 months later and everything is back, it came back 2 months after the baby was born and it's been with me ever since, I have really bad headaches, sweats, horrendous dizziness, pressure in the back of my head, facial numbness and heart pulpertations, I have recently had a echocardiogram and had a 24hr heart monitor which I'm waiting results on, I have an ent app next week about the dizziness as they think it could be my ear as I have a humming noise inside however now last night I don't know what made me check but I have found a lump in my neck on the right hand side half way down, to look at it just looks like my neck is a bit swollen but when I press on it I can feel a lump there, I am now worried sick as Dr Google tells me it's cancer of course and I can't get that out of my head I have managed to convince myself that it must be right because of all the other symptoms I have, I have managed to get a doctors app 2 days before Christmas to see if what they think it is but I'm now worried sick and can't stop touching it (which I know is probably making it worse) I have spent all morning on the internet looking at possible causes and they all relate back to the big 'C'!! I know I shouldn't look on google etc but I just panicked and now I'm panicking even more :-(
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