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am I paranoid about this?

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luis03203
luis03203

okay, where do I start? a few weeks ago a friendship with this person that I'll name 'One' for obvious reasons, ended and for the reason of me "enjoying to argue" and whatever other reasons.

I'll just say the fiasco towards the end of the relationship was because I called this idiot out for being a complete racist, that also her friend and a friend of another one, that ended it with me because... get this, I called him "stupid" AFTER calling him out for his microaggressions towards me and racial comments. yep, makes sense.

Nontheless, the reason I'm writing this is because of One. Her judging me the things she has, calling me "aggressive", "two faced", "loving of arguments", "dramatic", etc. all the things I despise since I get that from my mother whom I loathe 'cause of it... It's funny 'cause I disagree with alot of them, mainly the 'two-faced', 'loving of arguments' and being 'aggerssive'... and most of her friends are guys, from what I've seen and she's foreign, like me, and has other friends in Poland.

the reason I mentioned her mostly male friends, are because she's attractive and openly expressive and that combo, in my opinion, would just 'nurture' themselves around here, I don't really know how to squeeze this into this message but her main friends are seriously what she calls me, 'aggressive', 'two faced', 'dramatic'... which confuses me, even when she's a feminist (kudos for her btw) and the guys claim to be.

Either way, I can only think of these guys just sugar-coating everything around her, just being a PG version of their 'nice side' and I was an honest guy around, a lil too honest at times, but I never decieved or made her think I was something that I wasn't... fake.

I go to school with these guys, she doesn't... I don't think she ever had.

Either way, I think she was interpreting my realist-type mentality and way of trying to deal problems (the racist) as me being an aggressive asshat, in comparison to her 'fake' guy friends.

I've only written this to get it out since I need an outside opinion of this, am I paranoid for assuming her oblviousness? Am I the aggressive Asshat she thinks I am? let me know, anything'll be nice.

-Thanks!

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  • laura11452
    laura11452 luis03203

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    Hi luis

    I have found that people don't like honesty very much especially if it is huritng their ego.  So they handle it by name calling to make you feel bad for having an opinion and to take away from them

    I don't like racists comments at all and like yourself I would have to speak out.

    It seems these days people will put up with any type of freindship to feel wanted and not an outcast.. Every ONE'S fake friends.. Be true to yourself, stick to what you believe, don't feel the need to follow a crowd to fit in..

    I am outspoken and have strong opnions, i am also a very geniune person and prefer to be upfront and honest.. i would rather have someone like that on my side than someone two faced, attention seeker that doesn't hold their own opinions..

    Hold your head up, name calling doesn't hurt if you know deep down who you truly are..

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