Amlodipine - doing my head in
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I have periods of confusion and a sense of unreality which last several days and then gradually subside when I unilaterally reduce the dose for a while. During these periods, something I see, hear or read may trigger a memory or suggest a relationship or correspondence with something else – but what? I can’t find the connection. I may remember something (e.g. a past event) but can’t place it. After great effort I realise that the event never occurred, and that it isn’t a real memory at all. It’s as if the part of my mind concerned with dreams and imagination and the part concerned with memory (information recall) have got mixed up. The result is chaos. I don’t forget things; I remember things that never happened.
Also, for long periods there seems to be something in the back of my mind (sometimes almost a sense of doom) but I can’t make out what – like having icons on your PC screen but the links have all gone or lead you to the wrong file.
In the past I have had side effects from other drugs and my GP’s reaction has usually been “well if it does the job I would put up with a few (silly) side effects”. Thanks doc. My cardiologist smiles smugly and talks of “CNS side effects” without suggesting any alternative. I don’t think they really hear what I’m saying. That’s often the trouble with doctors – they are far too fond of the sound of their own voices to listen to those of their patients. They are victims of scientific medicine which makes us all survival rate statistics.
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Flutterby_52
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I just about get through each day. I feel not with it, in a dream, detached, spaced out, call it what you will, tired to the point of not being able to function, can't be bothered with life any more, and don't feel well enough to work. Yet I look completely normal, and the family are totally fed up with me. The doctors keep telling me I am suffering from depression yet I know categorically that I am [b:30883a76c1]not[/b:30883a76c1]. Don't let them talk you into staying on them. It's too much effort for them to look for something else. It just won't do for them to earn the thousands they are paid.
Be stronger than I have been and get off them asap! Good luck.
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