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Hi I have had to post and ask advice on this useful site yet again. Can anyone who has been through rape counselling explain something to my mind which is worrying me persistently. I saw my counsellor on Wednesday as usual. I was just in tears and dissolved once I went into her room where we normally see each other and speak. I was having the most horrendous week and was sleepless nights, flashbacks and what seemed to be little jagged part jigsaw pieces of my assailaint, the place, the whole incident, when it all tumbled out and I couldn't stop crying! When I first went in the building I wouldn't look at her, couldn't speak and when she made me a drink I didn't even register the fact that she'd done this. Do you think I'm being rude? Am I worrying too much as I now feel REALLY guilty for what I said and HOW I said it. I feel really concerned about going back but don't know why. I just know I am scared of going there again but know to gain some of my life back I have to do this. Please help what do I do? What would you do? I worry alot about wasting her time. Am I? Or is this the right thing to do?
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