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I am overwhelmed. I am finding myself getting so angry at my husband over things that I would have let go years ago. The rage comes out of nowhere. I feel physically drained afterward - actually sick.
I actually feel as if I am like a pressure cooker. My chest gets tight. I wish I could just break down and cry and release the toxicity but it comes out as rage.
I now see why so many marriages and relationships come to an end at this time of life. I feel as if it would be easier and healthier to be alone. I feel badly saying that because he's not a bad person. It's just that I've allowed behaviors to pass over the years that now I can't tolerate. It's my fault. The nurturing side of me is gone. Little things aggravate me now and larger issues make me boil over.
I just started bio hrt about 3 weeks ago and I am hoping it makes a difference and evens me out.
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