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Hi... so i'm kinda new here and don't speak english well so please don't judge...anyways...
I'm anorexic for 3-4 years and mentaly it's really bad.... i lost a lot of weight but i'm pretty much "normal weight" (i guess a little underweight actually...) since i was fat once...i'm still but yeah... and so it started.... anyways 8 months ago i got a fb and managed to tell him about ed.... and yeah i wanna be better but it's hard when u break and r screaming to the voices in ur head.... so yeah he helped me a lot-i manage ti force myself into eating something and i don't purge...but sh*t in my head is getting worse.... worse with every time i eat.... and i don't know what to do. I want to get better but it's impossible... and like it isn't enough i broke him too.... and now everything in my life has gone to hell.... i don't know what to do anymore. i can't hold myself back anymore... i try not to self harm, fast and stuff....but i'm on the edge n losing my mind, failing school n stuff......please help me....if u can...if u have any ideas how ti solve this mess please tell.... i somehow ruin everything in my life and like it wasn't enough to ruin me i ruend him too.....
If u read this....and if u have any ideas what to do please tell..thank you....
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Sounds like this thing is mentally torturing you, it's a real head f*#@ lol it's that little devil on our shoulders talking rubbish trying to convince us to do all the wrong things that will hurt us he loves this he's on my shoulder s 4 years n I keep falling 4 it coz am stupid.
Good luck x
thanks for ur help tho, it feels good knowing ur not alone....
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