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I have suffered with a mild form of depression for the last couple of years. I was with a boyfriend who wasn't very nice to me however I saw sense and got out. I met someone new and fell deeply in love, even moving in to his house pretty quickly. The thing is my anxiety has gradually gotten worse and my confidence and self esteem is slowly diminishing also. I feel worthless a lot of the time, am isolating myself from friends and my confidence in work. What I can't figure out is if im doing this to myself or if my partner is contributing. My 30th birthday is coming up and I organised a party, he decided to invite people I don't even know and I questioned him he blew up saying he was doing a nice thing and why was I always negative. It was a huge argument where he told me to sort myself out because I was pushing him away. The next day he was so loving, telling me he didn't want to lose me? Am I going crazy?!
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