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In my previous post, I've had an MRI done due to numbmess in legs and arms, still nothing back from the doc. For the last 2 days the numbness has went into the right side of my head and the numbness in my right leg is now painful when i walk. On top of that being an all day issue when i sleep i wake up very lost and scared and maybe after 5 seconds i realise where i am. I wake up alot at night and havent had a good night sleep in well i cant rememebr when. I feel like my dreams are real at times. I wake up because my arms and legs go numb to the point where i have to shake them. I work at a bank and dread going to work everyday. I know im depressed along with anxiety but its really getting to a point where i wanna give up. Its so mentally and emotionally draining. I used to be an outgoing person and just love life and its really affecting my work and friendships. I dont know what to do. I pray and pray and feel like im being punished for something. We are not perfect and i get that, but why us? why do the good people struggle to live day to day and the ones that rape and are just terrible people live their life?!! I just wanna be normal. Thats all.
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