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My name is Tyler. I've come to a forum to seek some sort of solace. I'm 23 years old and I'm healthy. So they tell me but I suffer from extreme anxiety, hypochondria and depression for going on 6 years. Im at my breaking point. It completely controls and ruins my everyday life.
Lately, my whole life has been a whole anxiety attack. From the moment I wake up until I go to sleep. My life doesn't feel like it is a reality. I live in a fog. My heart races all day leaving me exhausted, I suffer from aches and pains and I always think of the impending doom that is coming to me in the coming seconds. Since I also suffer from hypochondria these things do not go well together. Anytime I feel brain fog or these feelings of Un reality I tell myself I have a brain tumor and I'm surely dying. Any pains it's a tumor or a blood clot. I convince myself that I'm dying and it causes anxiety. It's a never ending cycle and as of late has caused me to become very depressed. I can't even go to work in fear of an attack. The only time I feel safe is at home in my bed or when I'm asleep. I left work today on the verge of a mental breakdown. On the verge of admitting myself into the hospital. I am on an antidepressant every day and it doesn't seem to be doing its job. My depression is killing me. Does anyone else feel this way? I don't know much longer I can continue living this way. Please talk to me.
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Take care!
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I know what you are dealing with...as I reply I am goiing through an anxiety attack...close to a panic attack and keep thinking I am going to have a heart attack. Been dealing with this since 2008 with better periods and not so good periods like the last month or so again. Measured my BP and Pulse and all is normal but the feeling of imminent doom is still here. I have been on long term therapy with two different phsycologists and on anti-deps since many years. Nothing appears to be working at the moment....I have fibro, heart neurosis, untercostal pain and inflammation, extreme muscle stifness, lower and mid back pains, neck pains and periods of real depression which really mess my up. My marriage is suffering badly, my job is suffering badly and I was on sick leave almost all of December. Nervous about going back on Monday....the fear of having a panic attack. It sucks..I know...hard to give advice, but we have to keep fighting this nightmare.....
Tom
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