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I've never really had bad anxiety until about four months ago, and it came up out of no where. I was completely fine and anxiety free until about a week after I went to a summer camp. I randomly got all these worries and anxiety about almost everything, and afraid that through the anxiety I'll become crazy or lose myself. Before the anxiety I was perfectly fine, I had good grades, good friendships, I just got on the dance team and was just overall in a good place. Now, my grades are slipping and I find it hard to even make it through the school day. My friendships are slowing deteriating because it's really hard to go anywhere without feeling like I'll have a panic attack or be overcome with anxiety. I've been slacking with dance team too, because I have no energy to practice and no motivation for it. I couldn't even go to homecoming with this boy I like because the idea of going anywhere just gave me crippling anxiety. All I am able to do is sleep, and even then my mind is filled with anxious and worrying thoughts. I don't know what to do. If I don't have anxiety about something, it'll eventually get ruined because the anxiety will overtake that as well. I'll think I know something for sure and then the anxiety will make me question everything. I'm afraid that the anxiety will change me into someone else or that I'm losing my mind.
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