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. About 4 weeks ago i was at home, totally happy and in love then BAM- a doubt about my feelings (for my boyfriend) went into my head and i couldn't stop thinking about it. I very suddenly felt sick and depersonalised (out of body/thirdperson/spacey). Since then i've felt really weird. Last week I was crying and depressed about the strange way i suddenly felt. I was still able to get some comfort from my boyfriend but now, i've gone all numb and everything feels weird. It feels like my boyfriend is a stranger but i know that I still love him, i just can't emotionally connect with him. I still want to see him all the time and kiss him and be near him but it just feels so strange. It feels like i'm looking at someone i don't know even though i know everything about him. Everything was going perfectly and there had been nothing to make me question my feelings, I was so happy before and I just want to go back to that person. Am I just not in love or is this anxiety?
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