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So after doing really well for the last week having started Cit 10 days ago I'm having horrible anxiety and I can feel a panic attack coming on. I hate this! It feels like I'm never going to be able to escape this crippling anxiety :-(
It makes life so scary, feeling like I'm going to have a heart attack pretty much every day for nearly 3 years is just so depressing and unbelievable scary, what do the doctors call it " the feeling of impending doom" I just wish I was normal.
I need to get help for my eating disorder (bulimia) I've had it for 17 years now and the side effects cause 70% of my anxiety, I just can't bring myself to tell my doctor or seek help for it, I feel like they're going to look at me and laugh and say "but you're so fat" ugh this all feels impossible.
Just needed to get all that out.
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