Anxiety/phobia of suffocation or allergic reaction
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Not really sure what answers I'm expecting. There's nothing anyone can say. I know what I'm panicking about is irrational. But I have a physical reaction all the same.
I have a panic attack when I eat, when I go out, when I come in, when I sit down, when I'm busy, when I'm bored.
My throat muscles tighten and i can't breath. I get numb pins and needles in my face, chest, teeth, tongue and fingers.
I have an intense phobia of having an allergic reaction, or my throat or my tongue swelling up so I suffocate and die. Never happened before. I'm not allergic to anything. Completely irrational.
I'm just wanting to know if anyone else has something similar and what coping mechanisms you used to get through it..
I function fine on a daily basis. I go to work. I go out with friends. But when I'm alone, or sometimes at a random time it strikes. And honestly I feel like an idiot. Its all I can do to not scream like a child for an ambulance 'just in case this is the ONE time'.
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lisalisa67 alice63952
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alice63952 lisalisa67
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I did choke when I was a child on a piece of toffee. Which triggered a several months of refusing to eat or drink and panic attacks.
My confusion is I got better for years. Now it's back randomly. When I say irrational I mean I know I'm not dying or having an allergic reaction. What I don't understand is the trigger.. The attacks happen so frequently now I can't figure out the trigger. But eating is certainly one of them.
anxietysite123 alice63952
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alice63952 anxietysite123
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I used to be on meds (diazapan, prozac, sertraline, beta blockers) however I came off. They didn't help me understand why this is happening. I felt like they just reinforced something was wrong and acted like a security blanket. Maybe even a placebo.. They did help though. So I have considered going back on in a controlled Manor while i sort this mess out.
I use lavender a lot In the bath and on my pillow. I also find menthol a relaxing smell. Like how some people enjoy mints. Makes things feel fresher and easier to breath.
I have had both cbt and talk therapy. Im in the process of getting back to see someone. But it's a slow slow process. Unless I want to pay private. Which I can't really afford.
marlene38593 alice63952
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hey how are you doing?
im having the same thing right now. im only able to eat one thing the past year , cant touch anything, do anything like sports or something in fear of having an allergic reaction or just suffocating in general. im really at my limit and i dont know for how much longer i can do this. i lost so much weight and also just my entire life before that started