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Hello dear friends,
I hope today has been kind to you all. I am sending you all my positivity and loving energy so that you can heal xxx
I'm facing a little dilemma today. Let me explain...
I suffer quite serious depression and anxiety, amongst other things like PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder), psychotic symptoms but not psychosis in full. Amongst a few others.
I became fully house reddened two years ago, due to some really big and horrible stuff eg:kidnapping, Suffered major breaks downs and completely shut off from the world. Lost my job, friends, social life, everything. I refused to leave my room and kinda still don't unless I really have to.
I even started relying heavily on drugs.
I'm feeling a lot better now and I am also doing better and in recovery for my drug addiction. I still smoke weed for anxiety when it gets really bad, I don't think I could ever stop that.
I still am not able to work but I'm just about to start some volunteer work.
I have a meeting with the volunteer program coordinator in a few hours and I am terrified of going. I've been looking forward to this for months. I really want to be out there helping everybody that I can. This will in turn help me get better. It will also give me the routine I need to get back into work. I will be working with the elderly, the youth, the kids and the sick.
I guess what I'm asking for are a bit of a push from you guys and some words of support. I would whole heartedly appreciate all your useful feedback.
Thank you all in advance.
I love you very much! ??💛💚💙💜
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