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hi all im 43, been on 200mg of srtraline for about 6 weeks. 150 before that as well as lorsatan for high bp and diazapam when things get rough..... my partner of 49 just died with me at home of a heart attack. myself and my son did cpr to no avail.... he was my rock my staff my world my all.... i dont dare show grief... or feel too much.... i dont know how im going to go on without him i suffer huge panix attacks frequently where i am sick. think im dying. shake. get hot. cant breathe. faint. choke. the lot..... he was always here to take me down. they sometimes wake me.... im not aleeping or earing much i have 2 sons at home 19 and 25. there amazing but i dont know if there enough to keep me here.... i donr want to die in front of them. but i dont want to carry on either.
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