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I have been rather silent over the last 18 months also because getting on TSM has been a very successful journey. I was a binge drinker who got absolutely wasted twice to three times a week and I was becoming dysfunctional in my job and private life. Everything in my life was hovering around drinking. I started TSM pretty exactly 2 years ago and have been using TSM all the time but never totally stopped drinking. I think that I found out that despite all the stress which came with the abuse I still like to have a few drinks twice a week and even get drunk. The drinking and my reaction to it changed, the brain chemistry changed and I am no longer suffering from bad hangovers, post abuse depression and other negative side affects, I have a few drinks and get up in the morning and go to work, I haven't missed a day of work due to drink since I started TSM and in general I am very happy to have taken this route as it has changed my life to the better. I have to admit that I have willingly opted against taking the pill for a few times, and I have not religiously kept the 1 hour rule for some time now. I think I was stupid and played with the disease.
Have I relapsed in my old habits?, I am getting drunk more often now, not really have cravings but fancy a drink often and do not stop before I get drunk.
Anyone of you guys going through the same or passed a phase like it?
very grateful for your advice
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