anybody on 30mg mirt had a relapse
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I have been on 30 mg for 6 weeks now and felt quite possitive lately but the last 3 days havent been good. Anxiety and not being able to conentrate because of the constant rushing of my mind.
Anybody else had this experience. Im start feeling like i did before and dont want to go back there.😟
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NickOliver bozzer
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Speak to your care coordnator about this. You might have your good and bad days whatever medication you are on. Possibly you have had a bad experience.
If possible keep at your regular programme, do the things that you normally do.
Alternatively call your GP.
Nick
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i would love to exercise more but that is not possible at the moment due to my hip and neck.cant evrn go seimming because i have had an open wound on my leg for 5 yrs. Doesnt heal because of 2 cases of thrombosis 6 yrs ago. It seems to nearly close every winter but gets bigger again at work. As you can tell i have a lot of isues preventing me from a lot of stufff mainly a moderate bit of exercise every day. The long walks do help but even those have been effected by my anxiety and weird feelings.
A vicious circle from wich i dont seem to be able to escape. I really appriciate your respond. Hope you can find a way to improve your daily battles. Xx
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suzie78191 lesley99443
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i am on 30 for about a month and it seems to have made me worse, anxiety, fatigue, sleeping with pill. how longhave you been on it and do u plan to change it?
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Keep faith...i do xx
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Anything to get going....i need to show the people that love me and are there for me that i at least try eventhough it frightens the hell out of me.
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I initially started off on 10 mg. It appeared to be just what I needed. Insomnia kept me awake, up to 3 days without sleep. I lost a job, in part to it as I couldn’t function and due to another condition (epilepsy) that led to a car accident, I’m retired and can’t drive. In part, anti- seizure meds cause depression along with the death of my girlfriend. My Dr. finally put me on mirtazapine and it made a difference in the beginning. I was more outgoing, slept, and began to have dreams for first time in 6 years! Experiencing dreams again seemed to be an initial factor in my uplift and motivation. I slept for 10 hours in the beginning, but after time, I sleep for 6 to 7 hours now. My brother noticed the initial difference in my mood.
Enter lesley and suzie into the discussion. The intention of mirtazapine now has gone downhill. My motivation has fallen off a cliff. Some days I’ll skip a daily shower and keep telling myself I’ll do it later. Later sometimes means tomorrow and I’ll end up sitting in my bathrobe all day. I was never a good housekeeper, but it has become ridiculous. My brother helps out and drives me to the store to get items I need, especially in bulk. He offered to do it last weekend but I told him not to bother. I didn’t want him to see the mess. I finally got the kitchen cleaned up yesterday, but that was 2 day effort. I’ve began to smoke again and running out of them, or a food item I need, were motivations to walk to the store yesterday. Mirtazapine makes me crave sugar and weight gain. I’ve forced myself not to buy sweets for the most part but I’ll end in the kitchen at nights looking for some even though I know that none are there. The excessive weight shows in the mirror and clothes I can’t wear anymore and I don’t like it. Because of that, I’ve been able to force myself to go for long walks for the last 2 weeks and will force myself to do it again today. I have to think of walking as a medicine, the exercise does help me with my mood and motivation. My walk today will be to get out of this (blank) place and lose weight.
After my walk, today’s agenda is to start cleaning up some more. I can’t fit a bulldozer through my door, I’ve got to do it. Besides, tomorrow is trash day, I missed last week’s pick up. Sometimes just going to the mailbox becomes “I do it tomorrow”. It seems like its become a show down between motivation vs. mirtazapine. I’m rooting for motivation for everyone and for me it begins after I finish this cup of coffee. Motivation class 101 began this morning 1. When I didn’t turn on the TV. Step 2 is coming, a shower, right after I post this. Step 3, a walk. Step 4, begin cleaning up. People on the outside don’t understand.
bozzer, I wish you the best of luck and think positive. I hope your Dr’s can offer more optimism. Change is not always easy. A famous line in movie, I can’t think of the name of it, goes something like this: “I’m fed up and not going to take it anymore!” I'm fed up.
steve
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i too have lost interest in cleaning up theres always the thought i will do it later and then later turns into tomorrow or not at all!!...ive also started smoking again starts with coffee and cigarette then continues...whats that about!!!.........also dont want to let friends into my space as im ashamed of my kitchen dishes from days ago very embarrasing.....and yes dont want to get dressed as dont like the look of myself any more in the clothes i am unable to wear.......and also hunt my kitchen in the night looking for sweet things i know are not there........great idea going for walks that might help with the mood swings and weight....so hopefully onwards and upwards.....and not putting things off till tomorrow which is my main fault it just goes on and on every day....like that film groundhog day.....thanks for your advice...im 58 and dont work which i dont think helps i havent been able to work since i lost my partner in 1996 and the depression hit bad...then my mum died in 2000 which made it worse...then i got my inheritance stolen from me from a crackhead...oops final crash..i am an only child with no family at all but thankfully have a good friend support system which i am truly gratelf for
anyway sorry to moan but i think it helps if we all tell the truth
hope you all are being positive today
hope your day is going better today....positive thoughts coming at you
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i am so afraid of changing meds. i have already tried 4
. i really think thereis something wrong with the way my body metabolizes them. God give us strength
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