Anyone else feel like they're killing themselves on this?
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Been on it 8 years now, every single night 7.5mg upto 15mg 22.5mg some nights
Feel like my internal organs are failing due to this drug, constantly thinking I've got cancer or kidney disese or something big..
Have rashes all over my body, I don't leave the house because I'm so scared I'm dying every day, yet I wake up, this has been going on for years and I'm still here.
Really hate my life.
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tenthirtypm daniel19975
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sheila65847 daniel19975
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this is a horrible highly addictive drug. Is your GP still prescribing them? I'm assuming you are in UK? I thought there had been a crackdown on zop as it's 1. Highly addictive and 2. Linked to certain cancers. I was prescribed 7.5mg for many years and used as prescribed but then I started using (really abusing) them to treat anxiety as they appeared to calm me. Long story short ended up buying online and in a mess. Sadly I'm still taking 3.75mg per night (controlled by my hubby) but whilst not ideal as I'm still using most nights I've made huge progress. I stopped completely for 4 months but had a health scare, was in hospital for a while and because I was frightened I asked for and was given them, that's how skidded down the slope again. At my worst I was taking up to 6-7x 7.5mg per day. One occasion I took 60 in 2 days, a pathetic attempt to take my life. I have never felt suicidal before so I think this drug was really screwing me up. I'm sharing this with you cos I want to help. Please see your GP and ask for help. I felt so ashamed to admit my behaviour to my doctor but he has helped so much providing a safe reduction plan. Please PM me if you wish. Good luck x
daniel19975 sheila65847
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Wish I was just a normal guy!
I also have rashes and lots of bubbles in my urine, which I've linked to the Z use x
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