Awaiting the label
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Those early days when we think we are going mad or just hoping that the next appointment will bring with it the answer to what ails us.
The bud of anxiety now blooms within my mind
Apprehension
Today I learn, or maybe not, of the label to be pinned to my lapel
I am still the person I was yesterday
Except today I will be pigeon holed
Along with others in one select club or another
Or maybe none
Do I wish to know where I belong or rather go on as before
What difference will a label make?
I am still an individual
Will the label own me
To tell or not to tell that is the question
What is said cannot be unsaid
Will I become that person with such and such an illness or
Just me who happens to have x.y.z.
Perception of others
Will it change or remain unaltered
As ever time will tell.
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So I'll leave here
A Blessing For One Who Is Exhausted
by John O'Donohue
When the rhythm of the heart becomes hectic,
Time takes on the strain until it breaks;
Then all the unattended stress falls in
On the mind like an endless, increasing weight,
The light in the mind becomes dim.
Things you could take in your stride before
Now become laborsome events of will.
Weariness invades your spirit.
Gravity begins falling inside you,
Dragging down every bone.
The tide you never valued has gone out.
And you are marooned on unsure ground.
Something within you has closed down;
And you cannot push yourself back to life.
You have been forced to enter empty time.
The desire that drove you has relinquished.
There is nothing else to do now but rest
And patiently learn to receive the self
You have forsaken for the race of days.
At first your thinking will darken
And sadness take over like listless weather.
The flow of unwept tears will frighten you.
You have traveled too fast over false ground;
Now your soul has come to take you back.
Take refuge in your senses, open up
To all the small miracles you rushed through.
Become inclined to watch the way of rain
When it falls slow and free.
Imitate the habit of twilight,
Taking time to open the well of color
That fostered the brightness of day.
Draw alongside the silence of stone
Until its calmness can claim you.
Be excessively gentle with yourself.
Stay clear of those vexed in spirit.
Learn to linger around someone of ease
Who feels they have all the time in the world.
Gradually, you will return to yourself,
Having learned a new respect for your heart
And the joy that dwells far within slow time.
John O'Donohue, from "Blessings"
Bee70 TeresaJS
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Meg53 TeresaJS
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I love poetry, but I am struggling through a book by Sylvia Plath at present, it is enough to put anyone off poets and poetry.
TeresaJS Meg53
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The heart asks pleasure first
And then, excuse from pain-
And then, those little anodynes
That deaden suffering (...)
Emily Dickinson
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Feel free to share that's what they are for. Pointless keeping them to ourselves - we know how we feel others don't - more the pity
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