Back again ://
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Hey everyone, well haven't been on as in the past few days I was feeling great. Doing housework, baking, shopping, even painted my bathroom. No silly thoughts, no looking up internet it was Brillant. Sunday I was a bit over the place with OCD my hubby and kids were so untidy I was in such a bad mood. Then yesterday great form all day busy, busy went to bed about 11 all good. Woke up at 12 and I had the most awful stomach pains, they were shocking but I knew it was wind, so after about 30 mins the 'runs' started (so too much info) well I then felt sick so started to panic I went all shaky, my heart was going so fast I felt faint, it really was awful. I just kept thinking what if I die, what if I collapse everyone's sleeping! After about ten mins I calmed down but the runs and sore stomach went on all night. Today I'm fit for nothing, just weak and tired, thankfully I'm off work this week but I've so much planned and no scared I won't be able to do my things. This aniexty is awful.....
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gillian20097 Daphk
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Its great that you have had good productive days. That's a good sign.
Please don't think that you have fine right to back where you started. Even people without anxiety have bad days..it's just that our bad days involve anxiety and overwhelming thoughts early in recovery. The fact that you are having good days is a sure sign of recovering...You are bounds to have a few moments when it tipples over but that's to be expected for a little while.
Take it easy and be gentle with yourself for a few days. You will be back on track again in no time what so ever xx
pmnc Daphk
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Helps that you know attacks go away, you're not dying. Nite attacks are a nuisance, hard to walk off. I'm thinking of starting a discussion on how to prevent those but it sounds like you're concern is the days, I've had that but felt fine when active. Take care.
catherine23104 Daphk
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lesley_15 Daphk
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