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So I am back! Yep worried again about the drinking. History repeating itself yet again. I tend to have phases of posting on here & then disappearing. I I've just been feeling like I need to talk on here because the support & advise has helped me in the past.
So what have I been up to since I was last on Patient. I'm still drinking mainly one night a week but it would be a half bottle of vodka or a bottle of wine & most of it would still be in secret so I can have more than my husband thinks I am having. We are at present trying to conceive our second child. We had a surprise pregnancy back in August 2018 . Unfortunately At 8 weeks I miscarried & was devastated. I also lost a close friend of mine that same week. He was killed - so around that time things felt sad. Even though we decided after the miscarriage to try again I didn't stop m y weekend binge. I wanted to as I have read it can effect your fertility. I am already 38 years old soon to be 39 so age is going against me also.
I know the above should not be the real reason to stop drinking I should do it for me really but I really want this other child so theses binges have to stop. I told myself this weekend I will not drink but I just don't trust myself so I am on here to go through it with you all,
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