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ok so iv been avoiding telling my mum that im on tablets for depression but she found out because i forgot she reads my facebook status and comments (serves me right for drinking and updating my status)
so now i also have to cope with her constantly looking over my shoulder and telling me its all her fault. to make matters worse her and my step dad have been arguing all week so the house has been really tense. i made the mistake of double dosing on monday because i knew the house would be tense when i got home from work. so tuesday i felt really bad and when i got home from work mum had gone to spend the night at my sisters and my stepdad had started a new job so me and my stepbrother decided to raid the alcohol cupboard, big mistake i got twice as drunk in half the time and ended up sleeping in my brothers bed and had a really bad hangover yesterday.
went back to work today after spending most of yesterday in bed listening to sarcastic comments from my stepdad implying that something must be going on between me and my stepbrother (he is so not my type)
i have gone back to my old ways of snapping at people for no good reason and kept almost bursting into tears at work. im really worried but i cant go and see the doctor becuase they are closed by time i get home from work and i cant take time off sick because i dont get sick pay.
is it possible to have a relapse while still on the tablets and also i cut myself this morning (not on purpose) it was the tiniest of cuts and still took nearly 2 hours to stop bleeding. has anyone else had this problem??
sorry for going on for so long but i needed to get it all out of my system somewhere my mum wont read it
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