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Beautiful day

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domdomz
domdomz

what a beautiful day actually my favourite kind of weather ! I hate that my anxieties are making my life so hard to live there was a time when I would get up and be smiling on a day like this but no I'm crying ...... I keep dreaming about being better and getting back too work is this normal .... Will it ever happen ???? Feels like it won't sorry to be so down just at my wits end .......

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  • el_shiz
    el_shiz domdomz

    Posted

    You are noticing that is is a beautiful day, that's a start at least
    • domdomz
      domdomz el_shiz

      Posted

      I love the frosty weather just hate that I'm so obsessed with how I'm feeling I can't get away from it ..
    • el_shiz
      el_shiz domdomz

      Posted

      I'm the same, find it hard to enjoy the simple things that evreyone else does or i used to
    • domdomz
      domdomz el_shiz

      Posted

      It's a awful thing to go through like life just stands still I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy the thought that it's something that will be with me all Christmas is horrible just want rid ...
    • el_shiz
      el_shiz domdomz

      Posted

      how long have you felt like this?

      Christmas is a terrible time of year when not feeling well, I've always had problems with it, even as a young kid

    • domdomz
      domdomz el_shiz

      Posted

      Nearly 3 months I have been off work my grandmother passed away just after it happened so has made it worse but has been really bad for the last 2 month can hardly leave the house just feel completely not myself .. We had a lot of stress caring for her for last 3 years she had very bad mental health was suicidal and also had a personality disorder and many other things she was a very poorly woman .... I normally love Christmas always work as I love being with the people in the hospital just this year with this I'm scared ..
    • el_shiz
      el_shiz domdomz

      Posted

      this the first time in your life you;ve suffered with this?
    • domdomz
      domdomz el_shiz

      Posted

      No I had it about 5 years ago took me nearly 11 months to get back to work which I had to get a new 1 as I lost my job at the time and have been ok all that time and now it's come back it seems so much worse this time .. 
  • sally67691
    sally67691 domdomz

    Posted

    Good morning. I'm sorry your not having a good day. Why don't you try going out into the garden. Just feel the fresh air. you will get better soon. How's the sleeping going? Xx
  • sally67691
    sally67691 domdomz

    Posted

    Good morning. I'm sorry your not having a good day. Why don't you try going out into the garden. Just feel the fresh air. you will get better soon. How's the sleeping going? Xx
  • sally67691
    sally67691 domdomz

    Posted

    Good morning. I'm sorry your not having a good day. Why don't you try going out into the garden. Just feel the fresh air. you will get better soon. How's the sleeping going? Xx
  • sally67691
    sally67691 domdomz

    Posted

    Good morning. I'm sorry your not having a good day. Why don't you try going out into the garden. Just feel the fresh air. you will get better soon. How's the sleeping going? Xx
  • sally67691
    sally67691 domdomz

    Posted

    Good morning. Sorry your not feeling to good today. Why don't you try going in the garden for a few mins. Just to feel the fresh air. How's the sleeping going. Xx 
    • domdomz
      domdomz sally67691

      Posted

      Thank u ... Yea I will try sleeping wasnt great last night my stomach was churning all night kept waking me up am off to doc today so hopefully they will be able to help me think I may need to change my tablets again .. Hope u r well today 
    • sally67691
      sally67691 domdomz

      Posted

      Good hope the doc sorts it out for you. Let me know how you get on. Might make you feel bit better just getting out even if it's only to docs. X
    • domdomz
      domdomz sally67691

      Posted

      I will do thank u .. Yea maybe just need to start feeling better sick of crying all the time it's not like me at all thanks for your support x
    • sally67691
      sally67691 domdomz

      Posted

      It's good that you want to feel better. I very really cry. An if I do no one knows what to do with me haha. you will get through this. We all will it just takes time. Xx 
    • domdomz
      domdomz sally67691

      Posted

      Hi Sally have been doctors and they have changed my tablets to 15mg of mirtazapine but I am very worried about taking them as I've read that people are very sleepy on them and although that's ok will I'm off I'm scared that it will make me more reluctant to do anything x
    • sally67691
      sally67691 domdomz

      Posted

      Glad you have been the doctors.iv never had them. id give them ago. You'll only know if u try them. I was petrified takeing my first tablet. An I read loads of Horra storys. Iv got 2 kids an a full time job an iv come to the point were I think if it's not done today it will be done tomorrow or the next. So don't worry about doing Anythin that will come just think about getting yourself better. An each day you'll do abit more till your back to your normal self. I'm not 100%. But I know I feel better this week than I did last week. Xx 
    • domdomz
      domdomz sally67691

      Posted

      Sounds like u have ha hands full lol I live with my mum still at mo so lucky I don't have many things to worry about not sure I would cope else ... I might talk to doc again and tell her my concerns maybe I should of voiced them at the time just wasn't really sure what they were .. Xx
    • sally67691
      sally67691 domdomz

      Posted

      Lucky you Id give Anythin to be back at home sometimes. Hahaha wouldn't swop the kids though. Think they are what makes me do more.yer go back the doctors or give them a call tomorrow. I always do thAt walk out an think Arrr I should of asked this. But the good thing is u left the house. Xx 
    • domdomz
      domdomz sally67691

      Posted

      Yea I am lucky I need to keep reminding myself of that I've spoken to my auntie who is very good with medication she said that it is a very low dose so I shouldn't feel too bad on them so I might give them ago I'll soon know if they r for me or not .. Anything has got to be worth ago at the mo I guess xxx
    • sally67691
      sally67691 domdomz

      Posted

      Give it ago an if not right you can always go back to the doctor. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you xx 
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