Been depressed for seven months.
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Hello,this is my first time writing about my condition.I'll just go on ahead then.
Everything started like seven months ago and I admit that the cause about this depression was very silly.It was over a movie or more specifically an anime ending.At first it was a sad ending then everything progressed to good.The two main characters stayed together forever loving each other and so on.And I was happy about that.But then I suddenly felt so sad and sttarted thinking about all those sad moments and stuff.I started crying then thinking about life,that it's boring,sad,bad and all those mean things happening.
When I said it to my best friend his reaction was really (mean word) up and this didn't make things better.
He was the only person I told and I never intended to say anything to someone again.Now I don't talk to anyone if it's not important.And now I feel like I'm on a roller coaster,good mood,bad mood,happy,sad,angry.It really sucks.Sometimes I have those breakdowns or what they are called and I just start crying.I feel really stupid that I'm like that now it's just a complete contrary of myself.Everything seems meaningless.
Thank you for reading and sorry if I annoyed you with this.
(Sorry for any spelling mistakes if there are)
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atifapps dimi997
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May be you have something else also going on in your life that is adding to your getting stressed
boing333 dimi997
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marieC dimi997
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richard89308 dimi997
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you sound a little emotional possibly depressed. Movies are the idealised solution to life's problems and life is rarely like the movies. Have you tried some therapy like counselling to see whether that will improve your mood.
Just an idea, hope you feel better soon
Richard