Been going on too long
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4 years ago I went through rehab for my drug abuse, where I was diagnosed with bi-polar, anxiety, major depression and paranoid schizophrenia. My boyfriend of 2 1/2 years has been diagnosed recently with anxiety and major depression he also is an alcoholic. Lately he gets extremely mad and everything is my fault, I don't do enough, nothing is ever good enough. He is suppose to be admitted to inpatient rehab tomorrow but the pure hatred he has towards me, has me wanting to say I quit this life.
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michael2018 JustTired
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just hang on in there, its very hard i know i went through a stage of drug abuse and was diagnosed also with something very similar to yourself! called schizoaffective disorder, its like inbetween bi polar and schizophrenia or shall i say has symptoms from each. the worst part for me is having to take the medication prescribed by the consultants as i feel these make me feel terible. but take some credit for going to rehab and sorting out the drugs, i done this also and drugs i can tell you are evil and not the answer, i struggled for years as i felt so low all the time it was my escape. but now i have learnt how to think differently.
hope you feel better soon and sort things out with your boyfriend. feel free to chat anytime