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I've been prescribed citalptam since January, initially 10mg but then upped to 20mg as they didn't feel like they were working.
I feel as if they have helped me slightly, as I'm no longer having panic attacks, heart jumping out of chest, mind going 1000000 miles an our, thoughts of suicide to stop all this happening.
I would say for the last, nearly 3 I have felt the anxiety get worse. I would say I have probably been depressed since being a child on a small scale - my dad committed suicide when I was 7 years old - remember everything so vividly.
Since like 2013 it has got worse and have fallen out with many people I thought were friends, thought I could trust them by confiding in them but they just think I'm being funny.
Had to take 1 month off work on sick due to stress and everything due to burnout.
Always had confidence issues and low self esteem.
Feel like its obvious people know what's wrong with me..
Sorry for rambling on and going off topic - but yes I haven't had my tabs for 2 weeks, tried to get an appt but can't get on until next Monday it's Tuesday today.. Asked the receptionist but she said go to walk in centre. I refused as I need to see my actual doctor as I trust him and we have a very good relationship.
I just don't know what to do??????? Anybody have any advice? I'm a 25 yr old male from UK.
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