Bi polar disorder / depression / anxiety
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I know lots out there with lock down are suffering terribly ....don,t believe its September where did it go ..........
I FEEL AT BREAKING POINT .....not suicidal just a melt down coming on ............I need to speak to the crisis team ......fear of speaking out loud to someone puts me off I don,t want to have this meltdown but need to reach out ..so here i am .............therapy stopped March as of lock down ....received one phone call during this time ......don,t really mind .........i,m on my own as my son works in Switzerland and chose to quarantine at his girlfriends .............suffering with lack of motivation and the enjoyment I should get out of my grandchildren ...............everything is becoming harder each day .............from getting up to going to sleep ....now have a binge eating disorder ...11.30pm /3am ...........my son and daughter support really well but with no personal contact for such a long time i,ve struggled getting dressed washing making the bed eating doing house work ....leaving the house ...but now Fridays ..I see my grandchildren ..but struggling with the enjoyment of this ...feeling really flat ....11.25...am .. still in pjs although Ive had encouragement from my son and daughter i,m struggling ...I can literally stay in pjs and do nothing .............
MAYBE ITS A RESULT OF THE CORONA VIRUS OUTBREAK ....
IM SO USED TO BEING IN SOME FORM OF THERAPY
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