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I've just been diagnosed with bipolar disorder as my misis moved out..I was so mad and couldnt undwerstand but have now had the apifany that I was a nightmere to live with and hate it. Ive had my issues but thought I was just a little sad and greaving from a marrage break up. I've lied about my feelings to everyone and thought I was just sparing them worrying! I'm kind of glad I am now bwing propely medicated and am not ashamed of the way I am what so ever. I am actually releaved that the way I am is not actually me and part of my make up, I can't wait to feel how a normal person feels, I'm exceited about it! However.. Ive read the forums on relationships and even though my current partner has moved out she is my life and its more than just a girlfriend boyfriend thing. We have the same idea of what we want and are great when its great but horrible when its not which is down to me I guess but still dont see it because Im obviously mental!
I.ve realised that I need the right help and am trying to fx it whilst remaininng positive and leaving my partner alone to sort herself out bacause shes obiously drained and I respect that.
Sorry for the rant, I suppose I'm just asking[that even though she loves me, will she actulay want to be with me again or be too scared now I'm a
ctually on the crazy list. I hate that thought because I thought she'd be better but I do understand I'm ahard work!
Any thoughts appreciated!
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