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I am a singer whom has been pursuing this career for 13 years since I was 15 and still my life is so ordinary I dont have a record dral yet or a production team and not having a career making a living with what I chose as a profession makes me very frustrated, annoyed and very bored with life I dont have any interest in talking to people I think is no fun pointless conversations, Im always moving from Orlando to NY and I dont have friends I dont like going out trying to make friends either or date. I worked as a Secretary, waitress, receptionist and financial advisor lastly 2 weeks as a stripper and sadly I enjoyed the money that if I go back to that life it will pay for music video and production. I dont know what to do to cheer me up and stay positive and motivated last summer I went to Miami and smoked a lot of weed and my life was a lot of enthusiam and things actually happened now Im home with my mom in the same room having to look for people to sale insurance riding to see her friends and church every week and no entertainment or career. Im thinking about going back to ny to dance but just the thought of seeing my mom worried and unhappy makes me sad as well. Thank you I had to vent my dark thoughts I apologize for sharing this sad feelings.
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