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Trying to stay positive that one day , I will be fully cured of BV. It is RUINING my life. I find myself disgusting. I'm only 21. I was diagnosed with BV when i was 18. It is also the same age I first had sex. We only used a condom, I realized later that condoms would activate the itchiness for me, also Masturbating, and even sex alone. I stopped wearing protection. My life has been a wreck. The symptoms go away for a while, then right when i think im cured, I get this itch! And then the smell follows. I keep my legs closed tight in fear someone will smell me. I try sleeping without underwear, using cotton underwear, and it still comes back. I hate myself. I wish i was normal with a normal vagina! I dread having sex because im afraid the symptoms will come back. Im tired of going to the doctor what it seems like every month JUST to get a pill that only works for a few weeks. Everytime i use the bathroom i look at my underwear in fear that there's going to be a weird discharge. Constantly smelling the tissue. It has scared me to the point where i have chosen to be celibate, JUST to avoid everything! I wont masturbate! I wont involve myself with any man! Im just so tired of this 😓😓
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