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I have been with my partner for over three years. We lived together in uni but because of covid we had to separate. Being back at my parents house has been incredibly difficult for me. I started feeling the effects of it months before I had to move back and it has effected our relationship.
over the past fee weeks i have had a voice in my head questioning if i still love him which is making me feel incredibly guilty and distressed. He's my comforter and he is so special to me there is no way I don't love him. When anything happens in my life he's the first person I want to tell, he is my everything but the internal voice is very loud and persistent.
however i have stopped seeing a life or future outside of my parents home. i feel trapped and im unsure if that is causing this. i want the be living with him again but worry these thoughts won't go away.
i just want to know if these feelings are normal for people with poor mental health because i cannot see a life without him in it but i feel terrible for these thoughts.
any help you can provide would be really appreciated thank you!
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