Can anyone help me?
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:roll: Hi, after a really good day, I had an extremely bad night, right back to square one!
My partner told me that me and my condition (whatever!) makes me complete hell to live with( for him and the children!).
Now, without his support Im never going to get through all this rubbish in my head. Sometimes I think alll men should be sterilised, hey god, it worked for my cat! (Sorry guys!!!).
The stuff that really bothers me cannot go on this website, for fear that some animal will play games with my allready messed up head. At the moment I think a whole packet of citalopram will do , but then again, I have to mAKE IT TO MY DAUGHTERS FIFTH BIRTHDAY, she is an angel, and doesn't deserve a sh...t mum like me!!!
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I have recently separated from my husband (unrelated issues) and have very limited support during the bad times (the separation was a good thing for me - and I did improve a lot once he moved out) but you just need to keeo in your mind that someone - in your case - your daughter NEEDS you in her life - no matter how you feel about yourself - she loves and needs you - especially at such a young age.
Are you having counselling or anything alongside your medication?
It would help if you could talk to someone you have no emotional attachment to - you'll get a more objective view and will feel more supported by them.
I'm lucky I have a friend who has been through depression - and come out the other side - it's been nice to hear some honest opinions rather than just from the people who say - you'll be fine, just snap out of it - possibly the most irritating sentence.
Would be happy to exchange email addresses if you think it could be of any help?
Lisa
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I've put on some weight, but that's a small issue next to the gains with the drug. Oddly like the other posts I slipped back, but just tidied up my lifestyle a bit, better food, no booze, a bit more exercise and it seemed to pick me up - I've learnt not to get lazy with the Citalopram, don't miss days, change times or whatever. I really hope this helps - I'll be happy to share my experience by email with you if it helps. All the very best, Nik Coleman
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I don;t know what to do now. Citalopram makes me dizzy. I fell over the other night. bashed my head and had to go to hospital to get stitches, but I was too late and ended up getting paper seuchars on my head.
Otherwise, my feelings are definitely getting more positive, but I am too scared to change the drug i am on, due to the dizziness.
Can anyone offer me advice on this?
PS, thanks you LindyH, you have described me perfectly! I am glad to hear from you, as you sound exactly like me. I just want to be able to laugh with my children and start loving life again. (It's too short for these feelings to take over us!)
Thank you everyone, take care!
Katy
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I did not think I could ever get out of that fenced in feeling, but yeah I am a paranoid android and one day these feelings will disapear, I hope. Anyway, 10 weeks and feeling much better! Good luck to you all! Just remeber that blood is thicker than water!