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(i apologize for my bad English, it's not my native language.)
Hello guys! Whenever I read something on this website, therapy or doctors or things like that are involved...I feel like I'm the only one who's not allowed to do anything. I'm 16, female. 100% having social anxiety disorder and probably a few others. My parents are totally, totally against therapy, psychologists and everything that's mental health related. I've talked to them a lot of times about it and tried talking about my anxiety disorder and everytime it turned into a fight. The anxiety is affecting my whole life and my parents yell at me ALL.THE.TIME. for it. They call me names and threaten me and curse a lot and they are very very hostile. They don't actually beat me up physically, only some shoves here and there. I always have to hide every kind of mental instability from them because i get punished and I'm not allowed to go out and do what people my age do. They forced me to move with them to Germany an year ago, although my brother was allowed to stay in Romania (that's where I come from).
At school I am known as "the girl who never speaks" and teachers tell me every week to talk more in class and participate. They also discussed with me alone and all i could say is that i really can't and I wish I could but they don't understand i tried talking to them about my anxiety but they keep telling me that no one will laugh at me if I speak broken German and that I have to.
I don't know what to do, I don't have anyone who could help me out. I don't have any friends here at all and I feel like I can't stand this anymore. I am so very alone and I really wish I could go to therapy but with my parents, it will never happen
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