Can I use meftal spas or muzle dp for my Anal Spasm? Also my Anus has a Heart Rate Pulse I can feel

Sorry for making yet another thread.

My options are a bit limited in my country but these 2 seems like the best option I could find unless there are other options for sphincter spasm medications on Amazon.com

I heard someone here recommend to me to do anal massage on the fissure to stop the spasm but that sounds painful does it really work? if so how to do it?

Anyone knows if these will work and if they are safe to take?

I could get GTN tablets I also have a few cards worth of Lisinopril ace inhibitor blood pressure medications that i can swallow not sure if these would help.

I have made improvements in my mental state, I no longer am considering shooting myself in the head which was something I was trying to accomplish due to the pain being so out of control. I am taking Ducosate P10 in the day and liquid paraffin at nights and eating tiny amounts of food and using Diaper Rash cream for the fissure which I found to have helped me thus far.

I also noticed generic hemorrhoid creams make my fissure feel a lot better dunno why but I stopped using it because it is a vasoconstriction which I heard is bad for fissures. which is why i could never understand how Dr Butler Cream could possibly be used for both fissure and hemorrhoids. I also decided I should stop riding my bicycle 6 miles to work I feel like this contributed to the pain with me attempting suicide.

What makes it worse is my job involves lifting heavy items like 110lb bags of sugar etc. It puts a serious strain on my fissure also climbing trucks etc also I am paying for my HVAC course so I need to work for a living. A nurse told me if the fissure continues it will cause piles and eventually cause my anus to prolapse. This put enormous stress on me when I realized I couldn't heal it and caused me to attempt to kill myself. At one point I arranged a payment for someone to shoot me in the head but it never came through as the person said he couldn't find someone willing to do it for me.

Since then I have stopped contemplating suicide, if this still can't heal I am just going to go back and smoke marijuana, I stopped because of panic attacks. But if I feel like there is no hope left in the world I will just start back and not care, maybe the weed might help me relax, stop the spasm and heal my fissure. I doubt it but whatever.

I don't know what to eat and how much to eat. If I eat anything even 2 pears a day it will pain too much I have to limit myself to 1 pear a day. Quarter pound of grape a day if not pear, I eat 50g of cashew nuts a day which is a little bit, I drink cocoa milk with wheat germ at nights. And on mornings I drink blended Chia Seeds with Oats and strawberry with milk.

Will smoking Marijuana help in anyway? I can't get medicinal grade it is mostly high grade THC it is also illegal so it must be bought from black market dealers and I don't trust those guys.

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