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I've been diagnosed with bpd, but my depression is at its upmost right now I can't deal with the way I feel I just want to run away jump end this pain!!
I have weeks when I feel this way but this has got to be the worst, I this time seems to be going on for the longest, I even tried to take antidepressants to try and trigger my hypo mania again but it didn't work, I feel so empty an useless!! I shouldn't be in this world I don't no why I was born.
im smoking 25 fags a day, and the impulsivity to drink and to take drugs to feel good is becoming unbareable, I just want help from someone or to speak to someone.
I FEEL LIKE IM THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS WORLD WHO FEELS SO BAD AND WORTHLESS. 😢😟😞😭😭
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