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I decided to post here, because i simply have no idea, on how to get rid of my anxiety.
I'm currently 21 years old and go to uni, studying to become a teacher. All my life i've been a rather quiet shy child, but the older i get it worsens. In the beginning i should probably add that i'm 5ft10, that's pretty tall for a girl, so that always adds to my insecurities.
Then i was about 13 i started to develop an eating disorder and it took me years to get over it. Unfortunally recovering from it made me gain a lot of weight, so that contributed to my low self esteem. Because of that i feel that i missed out on so much during my teen years... Until now i've never had a boyfriend and while i had at least a few friends in school, i totally failed in making any at uni. In the beginning i was totally motivated on getting to know new people, but than i failed and now i'm always alone...
My parents constantly nag me to meet up with friends, i know that they only want the best for me, but this is only making me feel more depressed, i simply don't have anybody.
I barely go to classes anymore, because i feel like everybody is staring at me, because i'm alone and sometimes i even let my jacket on, because it kind of shields me... I really don't know how to go on anymore, i want or need to change my life, but i simply don't know how. When i was in school i had so many dreams and now i don't do anything, feel miserably and ugly all the time and am just scared of life.
Maybe some of you feel the same or have overcome similar things, so thanks in advance for you help.
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