Can't seem to function properly!!!
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Hi everyone I'm new to this forum and not quite used to how it works so here goes. I've been on 20mg citalopram for 13 days now and I'm not sure how I'm supposed to feel, I feel very panicky in everything I try to do and really lost and confused, I just can't concentrate on any conversation it's like it's going in 1 ear and out the other....is this down to the meds? I'm really scared because I feel I'm losing myself but felt like that over the last 2 years but on these meds I feel strange, can't quite describe it. I havn't worked since October because I had a complete meltdown and I have no idea when or if I can work again because of how I feel...can somebody help as I feel so scared?
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XoMonkey Brye
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Lack of concentration is definitely a side effect of citalopram. I'm on citalopram 30mg but was on 20mg and i understand the feeling. Kinda spacious? I'd give it 6 weeks and if they havent subsided see your doctor or whoever prescribed it. 6wks is usually enough time to tell if it will work, even then it may not fully be in your system.
I really hope citalopram helps, if not they can always icnrease dose,try and remain calm. As one says, theres a storm before a rainbow - or something similar to that lol! Honestly, I'd give it time and try and remain calm and keep taking it. If it doesnt agree with you and doesnt help, then theres plenty more medication to help. But medication isnt always the answer, as you know, it should be alongside therapy or self help tools. Really hope it helps soon x
Kirky12 Brye
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morgan38905 Brye
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Brye
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Thanks for your replies guys, I'm looking for some re-assurance with how I feel on a day to day basis. It honestly feels like I'm slipping away from reality. I do kinda feel spaced out abit but I've noticed a heightened anxiety, become really lazy and not wanting to go out or be with anyone because how I feel. I've recently got my own flat, I'm 40yrs old. I had spent 15 months on the floor of my mums livingroom floor in a bed sit and feel physcoligically damaged. I suffer with clinical depression and severe anxiety. I have been on mitazipine, Prozac, sertraline, pregabalin over the last year this I feel is my last shot with citalopram and want to do its cause to help with my state of mind. I hope you guys understand what I have written...any help is much appreciated. Did anyone else feel isolated with all the other side affects? When it finally works does it help with racing thoughts and negative thinking? Did anyone take lots of time off work and how did you get through it? Sorry for all the questions😬
Kirky12 Brye
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Brye Kirky12
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Did you stay at the same dose whilst you were on citalopram? It sounds like you have gone through the tough times on the med and what you described is exactly how I feel. It's such a horrible feeling to wake up in severe panic, it's because of these feelings I can't work. Does the anxiety finally clear up? Can I ask how you have your meds? Do you take them in the morning or at night? I was taking mine at abit 8 at night but over the last 5 days I'm trying 10mg at 8 in the morn and 10mg at 8pm.
Kirky12 Brye
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I stayed at 20 for around 3 months and most of my symptoms had gone or were greatly reduced however, I was still having anxiety in the morning and at night. I then went on to 30 and this helped again after a period of time. I take mine at night because I feel they help me sleep. I don’t think you can say anxiety completely goes away because it is normal to be anxious about somethings but the medication helped me get back on track and I was able to go back to work quite comfortably. Things do get better just keep going and you will come out of the other side a stronger person. Can I suggest a book I’ve just read called at last a life by Paul David. The author had suffered for 15 years and he talks a lot about detachment and his own recovery.
Brye Kirky12
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That was my plan to stay at 20mg for 3 months to give it a good chance. I'm hoping by then my symptoms have cleared up and to think abit more clear instead of this confusion blanket I've been walking around with for the past 2 years. I've never actually taken ssri's for more than a month as I found the side effects to much to handle and the withdrawals from this medicine are worse than actually starting up. I want to stay with citalopram to hepefully feel more free from my mind. It's good to hear that you went back to work after 3 months, it shows they must have some effect. I will look into that book you suggested, I've just finished reading Frank Bruno's new book and found it very inspiring. When you were off work for the 3 months what did you do with your time off? How did you deal the effects with starting up on citalopram? Thanks for the vote of confidence.
Kirky12 Brye
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Brye Kirky12
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What you have described in your last message is exactly how I am now, I keep thinking I'm losing my mind and it's a scary thing to feel as you well know. I have struggled to watch telly for a long time now but concentration levels are very low. It gives me some kind of hope to know there might be a light at the end of the tunnel. I don't think I have an option but to hope the tablets kick in and try to live a normal life. I'm trying to keep going out for walks just so I'm not locked inside on me own all day, just to go the shop can take a long time mentally to prepare, life shouldn't be like that. I understand when you say all a blur, I have only been in a flat since 8 Jan also the same day I started my meds, I can't hardly remember half the days since I've been here now I think about it and yes it does feel like floating around in a bubble. Thanks for giving me hope
gilip Brye
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Brye gilip
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Same here mate....I've been trying to watch films or boxsets just so I can try to focus on anything but the anxiety but it's always there in the background waiting to pounce, I can feel it. I'm on my 3rd week now and this morning was so awful, I couldn't stop my mind screaming it was that bad as all mornings are. It's hard to not be able to work, I've worked for 25 years but havn't done anything for 3 months because of this illness. I find this site helpful because it can give you confidence and reassurance. I hope we all have better days and we help each other so if you want to chat then I'm here.
JJason Brye
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NinaScott Brye
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Hi Brye I'm going through the same thing currently. I feel panicky and can't think, but mine comes in waves. I will feel good for awhile then I get into a total mental fog and feel exactly how you're describing and it feels horrible. I have been on Celexa for a couple years now because it really seemed to help my depression but now I'm starting to feel like I might need a change because I can't deal with this mental fog. I can't function properly and it's hard to take care of my children let alone myself like this. I'm sorry you're struggling too. definitely don't give up. Get in to see your psychiatrist as soon as possible and let them know that the medication is making you feel bad so he or she can help. Make sure you speak up for yourself. That's one thing I've had to learn to do over the years is to speak up for my mental health and well being and to make sure I was being heard and not being swept under the rug. You are important and your well being is important. Just keep telling yourself "This isn't a problem, it's a process" and as hard as it is right now just try to remember that the way you are feeling is going to get better, you just have to push through this little yucky time in your life. I hope you have a happy New Year!