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I am so tired of my life I just don't want to wake up anymore! I'm 20 years old and I don't have my driving, I've only started Uni and I don't have a job. I really like someone but he has messed me about 3 times and I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore! Because anyone I ever like has hurt me. Some people just stop talking to me out of the blue for no reason and it hurts. I feel so alone. When I go home it's like everyone's too busy to notice that I'm not myself anymore. I still hate taking photos cause I look so bad and my undereyes have gotten so dark. I thought I could turn to exercise to make myself feel better but I'm in pain cause I over did it. My birthday is coming up soon and I'm not even looking forward to it, I've let ppl down all year so why should they be there for me. I can't stop spending money to make myself feel better either so I reckon I'm going to be broke soon.
I've missed classes already and I might even be behind with the work, I was just too tired and unhappy to move.
The guy who I really liked won't even talk to me now, he's gone and done the same thing to me again and I feel so stupid!
Please help me I'm so scared I'm going to do something stupid
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