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Where to start first of all I'm extremely depressed and my anxiety is the worst its ever been I feel like just breaking down completely and telling my family I want to go in to mental hospital but I'm so scared if I do sign my self in I'll never come out of the place nearly every thought in my head is about my fear if dying I know how silly this must sound to other people but I just don't see the point of trying to live when I have to die someday I just can't accept what life is all about Im not able to deal with the reality of life at all I just don't know what to do with my self I wish I had the bottle to end my torment but sadly I don't whether that's a good ting or not I just don't know I really don't know how much longer I can take this hell I'm in yesterday I went to my local mental health clinic to seek help but all they want to do is throw more tables at my problem I'm really sorry this rant is so long but Im barley hanging on and I'm just so tormented please god will this hell ever stop for me ?????😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖
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