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Sorry i know i shouldn't post this but i just cant do this anymore,
i don't want to be here!
Even though i have been diagnosed with this officially 4years, i just feel crap all the time and everyday i have a new problem, there is always something.
I dont go to the doctors anymore as they just look at you like im a hypochondriac even tho i dont even tell them all my problems cos im scared i will come across like it..
Im in constant pain.. Nothing helps..
I am always alone I have nothing.. I lay in bed all day i speak to no one except my mum who i live with and yet we barely speak.. She is so uninterested i may as well live alone.. The only contact i have with anyone is my pets
im 32 and life is just getting worse.. I really may aswell not be here.. Im uncomfortable 24-7 and getting fatter day by day..
I dunno why im even writing this there's nothing anyone can say.. Think i just needed to put it down in writing.. But now i feel worse cos really why am i suffering everyday.. I honestly just wish id die in my sleep.. How good and peaceful would that be!
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