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I'm 20 years old. I have had CFS/ME for 2 years which is now becoming a progressive nightmare. Is it possible for your symptoms to worsen and worsen and worsen? I feel trapped in my own body. Unable to get out. I feel like I can't do anything I used to enjoy, I can't even hold down a full time job anymore. I feel sick. I feel like a failiure. No matter how much I try to fight it...It swipes my feet from under me. The most annoying thing? I look completely normal, can go and do things like eat dinner on a good day or walk the dog. But currently I've been in bed for coming up to 18 hours, feeling numb, drained and everything hurts. Please can someone tell me if this sort of drastic part is normal? Do I go to the hospital? Or is this just part of the new life I have unfortunately been given? I'm devesatated. I also suffer with OCD where I'm a complete perfectionist but I have no energy to do anything, the most frustrating part! I just want my body to work, I feel like I'm begging to live a normal life. Anyone else feel like this??
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