Cholinergic Urticaria has ruined my life
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Hello.
I am a 28 year old male living in the UK with my parents. I weigh 70kg and am 186cm tall. I have been suffering with Cholinergic Urticaria for 9 months. I am in desperate need of help.
Previous to developing this condition, I had no health issues whatsoever.
I have been a competitive middle distance runner for the past 7 years, training every day. I have been heavily active all my life.
This condition materialised in the space of approximately 2 weeks. In that time I became entirely incapacitated in my ability to run.
As a result I visited my GP. A blood test revealed a slightly underactive Thyroid. This became the focus for my Doctor and my skin condition was ignored. Avoiding the immediate prescription of hormone replacement therapy, a repeat blood test was scheduled 2 months later to assess any change in the function of my Thyroid. Sure enough, and without any intervention, my TSH had come down significantly. Although not yet back in the 'normal range', I am schedule to have yet another blood test next month.
My doctor failed to acknowledge any relationship between an underactive Thyroid and Urticaria, and whenever the question was asked he became evasive.
My Urticaria worsened, it's affects no longer confined to when I ran but also when I walk, take a warm shower, lift something, feel stressed, anxious, if I'm in a warm building, when I sleep, when I'm in a car, if I trip. Almost everything I do is now affected, rendering whatever I am trying to do physically impossible. My outbreaks are not just itchy, they are excruciatingly painful. I often feel light headed and nauseous during an outbreak and have nearly passed out on occasion. I have to withdraw myself from whatever situation I may be in, in order to cool my body.
I worked for 6 years as an Account Executive, but last year decided to try something new. I have since lost my job as a Postman, having fallen short of the attendance standards required during probation. I started in January, and was fit work due to cooler weather conditions. In May, whilst on delivery, I was unable to continue. I was unable to work and after 15 days of sick I was dismissed.
Because of the warm summer weather I am extremely unlikely to find alternative work. The thought of sitting in an interview wearing a suit in this temperature causes me to itch. Driving my car is often not possible, nor safe, and I cannot wear anything more than running shorts and a loose fitting t-shirt. My aforementioned symptoms of Urticaria are simply not conducive with job searching/working. Despite having been in full time work since graduating, I cannot apply for Disability Benefit because I have too much money accrued in savings, most of which I had intended to use as a deposit on a house. I cannot apply for Job Seekers Allowance because I am unfit for work.
I was prescribed some Cetrizine, it did nothing. I was prescribed Cetrizine in conjunction with Monteluklast, it did nothing. I was reffered to the Dermatology unit at my local hospital. I provided a physical demonstration of my Urticaria and was prescribed Fexofenadine, it did nothing. I have since been placed on Fexofenadine 180mg, twice a day, and Propranalol 40mg, twice a day. Despite saying he has never seen such a severe case of Urticaria, the specialist doesn't want to see me again saying he has very little more to offer in the form of treatment options. 4 weeks on and despite feeling ill most of the time, these tablets are doing nothing.
I have scheduled an appointment in September with a separate Dermatologist in order to get a third opinion.
I am depressed. My life has stopped. I am now, as I am everyday, sat on my bed. Confined to living a solemn and sedentary existence. I feel lazy. I feel worthless. I cannot socialize for fear of suffering an outbreak in public. My fear is only further compounded by the thought of suffering an outbreak and being unable to affect it. The pain is shocking. I cannot imagine the toll this has already had on my health both mentally and physically; the physical pain of an outbreak seems an entirely unnatural and extreme stressor for my body to have to deal with on a daily basis. As is my transition from running 75+ miles per week, to doing nothing at all, alongside my rapidly deteriorating mindset.
It's formally documented that this debilitating condition has a greater impact on ones quality of life than that of skin cancer, yet because it's not life threatening in itself it seems no one wants to know. Why is so little known about a disease with such devastating consequences?
I need help. I life like this is a life I do not want to lead and will not continue to lead if I do not witness a significant change in my circumstances. I've had enough and am now very suicidal.
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One thing I would suggest trying is an antacid, something like Zantac. Has your doctor mentioned this yet? Our bodies also release histamines through our stomachs. When antihistamines fail to work for some people they have been told to take antacids. You should research it.
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At the beginning the doctors didn't know what it was at all and they gave me betablockers amongst other thing which did not help. Addition to the attacks my heart rate was also really high (over 100 just sitting down) and I had test etc but my heart was fine. Once they made the connection with urticaria (after I did some googling), they started to experiment with different antihistamines. For me, only over the counter benadryl has helped. Although it only takes the itchiness away, not the rash.
I get two types of rash: small round rash on my arms and sometimes on my thighs, and large red blotches on my torso. They aren't painful as such although make me really uncomfortable, and they are really itchy. I often also feel little bit nauseus during/after severe attack.
The fact that my urticaria is not always bad makes me think that things like diet and/or stress are big triggers. Maybe worth trying a diet which is lower on histamines? Documentary called Fat Sick and Nearly Dead is worth watching too.
Not much of a help I know, but urticaria doesn't have to win! My Urticaria was bad in the beginning but life has got better since then.
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I'm a fairly new sufferer of hives and my experience has not been nearly as traumatic as yours has been. In fact, I wasn't even aware I had hives, and for months, thought I had mites.
I am not big on doctors so didn't get my hives diagnosed. I put up with it for a long time and found strategies to cope. I didn't use any drugs. I used solutions of lavender and tea tree oil in carrier oils to rub over the affected areas. If nothing else, the lavender oil helped me to relax and sleep well. The oils helped soothe and heal my skin quickly. I prayed and asked God to show me what to do about what I thought were 'mites' and I was led to pictures on the internet which showed me I had hives, not mites.
I'm certain that stress brought it on in the first place. I have the pressure sort of hives. If I wear fitting or stiff clothes which aren't stretchy, or sit down for too long, it flares up in the evening, when my adrenaline slows down. If I place pressure on any area, the hives will show themselves later that day in that area. I'm thankful to say that by ignoring them and relaxing about it (no longer imagining they were mites crawling on my skin), I stress out less and they go away very quickly. Usually in an hour or the next morning. Just rubbing some type of paw paw ointment helps me stop the itch or a warm shower (works for me) and then the oil treatment mentioned earlier helps me a lot.
My skin has always been the means through which my body cries out to me for help, so I see it as a blessing. I am taking steps to ensure I don't overextend myself. My best days are those I spend in loose fitting, stretchy and comfy clothes and move around a fair bit. I'm also trying to eat properly...green live pesticide-free food.
I think I would fit into the chronic category now, but taking extra care to observe what I've done that day and reflecting on what may trigger it helps me cope. Keeping a diary of everything I do and how bad the hives were has been helpful in identifying possible triggers.
My friend has had thyroid issues and regrets now having allowed her thyroid to be removed. She is convinced now that lifestyle and diet can turn things around. She recently purchased a Ninja blender kit and started juicing three times a day and is feeling so much better. I mentioned this because you think your thyroid may have been compromised. Nurse it back to health with good organic green juices.
Our society is so busy and stressful and so many people suffer as a result. Life is precious, so I hope you will hang in there. Sometimes challenges are a blessing in disguise. We need something to stop us in our tracks to realise what is really important. God cares for you. Cry out to Him for help. Deuteronomy 4:29 says, "But if from there you seek the LORD your God, you will find him if you seek him with all your heart and with all your soul."
wendy62425 lyn75660
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I know its been 6 months since your last post.....how are you doing with your urticaria.....I hope they are gone. We share the same faith....thank you for sharing your verse. Stress seems to be my trigger in my life....I need to let go and let GOD !!
Blessings
Wendy
lyn75660 wendy62425
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Thanks for asking. I am all better. Haven't seen those dreaded hives in ages. I was prepared to put up with it for quite a long time as it had become chronic. Thanks and praise to the Lord that He used it to direct my decisions regarding my work and family priorities (Genesis 20:50). I did quit my job to spend more time with family and help the family eat more healthily. I am now living a much more moderate lifestyle. I'm careful to exercise and eat well. I make time to play with the kids, join in when they're swimming, continue to see friends on a regular basis for nice chats, play the guitar.... all on top of the zillions of other responsibilities which one cannot escape from!
I'm convinced it was brought on by stress.
How are you going, Wendy?
Blessings
Lynette
wendy62425 lyn75660
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Oh such great news that you are hive free!! Thank you Lord!! I am coming off the Prednisone very slowly and pray that the hives will not return. I had to go on the Prednisone again as the Dapsone I was taking to keep hives away was breaking down my red blood cells. :-(. My doctor is hoping that because I've had to be on the prednisone for a longer time that it may have knocked the urticaria out. I pray so! The good news is that my red blood cells are back to normal range. Natural is the way to go.....many drugs are good but some can do damage with side effects.
It sounds like you have made some very good choices in your life....avoiding stress as much as possible is a very good thing. Enjoy your family!!
It appears my issues with Urticaira is stress related as well.
Let's keep in touch. I'll let you know how I do when I'm off meds.
Blessings
Wendy
wendy62425 lyn75660
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Were you taking any meds before you stopped getting the hives........what helped in addition to lifestyle change.......I forgot to ask you.
have a great day🌺
Wendy
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After about 6-months on Doxepin I started to notice that it would push the reset button on the hives taking Doxepin just once a week and the itching wouldn't come back for a week or so. Some people have good luck with Montelukast, a neighbour has a similar problem and on Montelukast he is fine, but once off it for a day it comes straight back. For others Prednisone can help, though it can also make things worse for others.
A process of trial and error will get you to some things that help so don't give up trying things. There a whole heap of things you could try, things like Ketotifen, Desloratadine, Propranolol, Xolair.
Over time the hives (also caused by running outside, cold wind, pressure, stress) went away, but the itch remains, though occurring about once a week now and lasting a couple of days. I've been experimenting with different elimination diets and only eating non-processed foods. I had no luck with this UNTIL I tried a diet that removes high-histamine foods AND cut out alcohol. Alcohol had been helping me sleep in the short-term when itching was bad, but I'm thinking now it could have been making things worse overall.
Most doctors and immunologists aren't too helpful on this one and generally people don't understand how torturous this condition is. I was referred to an immunologist but he basically gave up after Montelukast and Prednisone didn't work, but Doxepin did. (I suggested Doxepin btw). My G.P. has been helpful in prescribing me things to try, perhaps you could find a more open minded G.P.? Also, relating to the depression, some anti-depressants can also help with pain and allergy. TCAs like Doxenpin but also SSRIs can have different actions that help some people.
Regarding the depression and stress element. I wouldn't really call it depression if your old life has been up-ended by a disease little understood by doctors and people and with little relief to be had. Try not to be hard on yourself. Perhaps you can re-assess your expectations in the short-term while you deal with this. For example, you used to put a lot of discpline into running, which you can no longer do for now. What if you put this effort into something else now. What has helped me with this is meditation, so you could look into mindfulness, Zen, Yoga or Tai Chai. It's very easy to lose perspective with this disease and get stressed about it. Stress makes it worse and this vicious circle can be (just) part of the problem. Perhaps you could start graduate study in research in something you are passionate about? That wouldn't require you to work in a hot office. You could research at home where you can control your environment carefully. For most people, apparently hives do go away, often in less than a year or two. I know that seems like a long time, but as someone who has been through two years of it, it's not so bad once you find sympomatic relief through finding the right medication or approach. I still have problems but it's 2-3 times a month now. I don't feel quite like my old self but at least I am functioning at 70% now.
You probably need to see an immunologist / allergy specialist rather than a dermatologist. This is your immune system going awry, not the surface of your skin. I'm also thinking of trying Dr. Adrian Morris at Surrey Allergy Clinic. Because I wonder if I have an auto-immune disorder, since he says this can often be the cause of Idiopathic Chronic Urticaria. What he has written about Hives on his web-site tallies a lot with my experience which makes me think he knows more about the subject than most doctors.
Sorry for the long post, these things are an ordeal, it can seem like a curse or a sick joke. But don't give up, look at your diet, environment, mental outlook, meditation, gentle exercise and medicine very carefully and you will find things that help you find relief and things that are causing problems. But I know it's hard, I still get fed up and want someone to just put me out of my misery with a hammer to the head when this re-occurs It's just that meditation and knowing the episodes are becoming less frequent stop me staying depressed for long.
One last thing, do you / have you had allergies to animals, pollen, hay-fever, asthma or things like that? I have all of those too. The reason I ask is that I wonder if in your case it might not be only heat that causes the problems, it might also be environmental causes. I noticed that you said that your job problems began in May. I know it gets hotter in May but it's also getting into high pollen season. I've started to think that hives is very much a cumalitve thing, not just one cause, but many things acting at once. For example, a number of bad factors can cause the worse attacks such as alcohol the night before, stress, high pollen counts, living in a house with dogs and / or mold / damp / dust mites, high histamine processed food plus exercise / heat / cold wind = massive hives and itching attack.
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wendy62425 sara66775
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how is your daughter doing on the Zolair ? My immunologist doctor has been recommending these injections but I've been afraid of side effects. Did her doctor say how many months she would be on Zolair injections? I would love to hear back from you......just wish there was a cure for urticaria ! Thank you
wendy
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wendy62425 sara66775
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I just found your post today! Thank you so much for your reply! How is your daughter doing? Sounds like Xolair is working well for her! Did you say that she was in hospital for the first injections....I may have read that wrong? So glad that she is able to go back to swimming...that's great! I had to go on prednisone again due to a medication I was taking for the hives that affected my red blood cells. I am tapering off and pray the prednisone has knocked them away. Would love to hear how your daughter is doing.
Blessings
Wendy
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ahmad1989 sara66775
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i have COLD URTICARIA , MY dr said i cant swimming anymore because maybe my Blood pressure going down , and i cant drink anythin cold , its really bad , i need to ask you about XOLAIR
did you daughter recovered from COLD URTICARIA by XOLAIR ??
WAITING YOUR REPLY , NEED YOU HELP PLEASE