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At the time of writing this, it is 4:23 AM, and I am sitting on the toilet, an hour before I should wake up. I am having abdominal pains and diarrhea, that is more liquid than solid. I have suffered from this condition for about two years now, with one short break in between years, because of a probiotic that decided to stop working after 4 or so months. I am currently 15, 5'8", and 137 pounds. Before all of this I was 5'6" and 150 pounds. I have been losing weight consantly and my skin color is always a sickly pale because of lack of nutrients. I used to be at 69 laps at the pacer test at my school, now I can barely reach 50. I've been to doctors, i've tried treatments natural and medical, i've changed my diet, i've gotten a colonoscopy, i've gottwn blood tests, and i've collected stool samples. I'm really sick of this. I'm going to see another GI after a long time of not going to any doctors because I don't trust them anymore. I'm then going to a nutritionist for the first time, maybe that will help. I lost hope a while ago though. It's impacted me mentally as well, it's hard to get through each day when you start it off in pain on the toilet. I can't enjoy my favorite foods anymore without thinking about the consequences. My grades have been dropping. I'm watching myself eat more than most of my friends, yet get skinnier and skinnier. I don't even know why I'm posting on here I just need to get it all out. Thanks for reading.
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