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I think about killing myself all the time. I'm 21 years old and my existance seems pointless and without joy. My depression is overtaking everything I once loved, the same joys now only fill my with emptyness. I envy people who are happy, I hear people laughing, joking at work about how happy they are... I hate this. I sometimes cry in my car on the way to work, this is not a good day. I could tell someone how I feel but being around people makes me feel even more alone. I don't know what else I can do, why doesn't anyone notice me?
I have talked to people in the past but nothing helps.
Today at work, a collegue said she thought 'I was creepy'. This hasn't helped me.
I've never felt so lonely before.
In the words of Albert Camus - “Should I kill myself, or have a cup of coffee?"
p.s I don't like coffee
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