Coming off citalopram. :(
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I've been on 20mg citalopram now for just over a year. I decided to come off about 3 weeks ago as I had
started to feel so much better, which I put down to a combination of counselling and the drug which really did do wonders for my depression. I actually hadn't realised quite how bad it was till I started taking citalopram and I felt normal!
I've come off it properly, one every 2 days, then half every 2, then quarter every 2/3 days. The whole process took about 3/4 months. Now I'm on nothing. The physical withdrawl hasn't been too bad. I've been dizzy and kinda sick for the first week or so and that's starting to go now. However I've been feeling awful emotionally. I feel just as bad as I did before I started the medication, worse even! I feel incompetent at my job and I've even started wondering if it's right for me, I'm a teacher and I've always loved my job. I'm becoming paranoid about my relationship and tearful at the slightest thing.
I feel very depressed and unstable if that makes sense. I almost feel suicidal. Is this normal?? I really need some reassurance that I won't need to be on this for the rest of my life.
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julie33343
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ged43598
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julie33343
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cindy22901
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I do not intend on taking the tablets again so any more side effects will just have to be coped with but all in all it is definitely getting easier. I don't think the depression is still there but you never know, I haven't been tested yet - but even if it is, I don't want to go on the tablets again. You don't know how much they numb you till you come off them.
Good luck everyone - I will keep on reading as this has been a really useful forum.
cmc46
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ged43598
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julie33343
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beccaj4848
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21 days FREE of this drug and I gotta tell ya..it does get easier. The first 10 days or so were absolutely horrendous. I had all the symptoms that everyone is speaking of but I can tell you, IT GETS BETTER! You have to stay determined to get off this drug! This last week or so I have been feeling more myself, not depressed or anything, slightly irritable, but I think that comes and goes and I feel like I have better control over that now and can deal with it better. I know how hard it is to come off this drug, so I understand what everyone is going through, but just stick with it. Take it day by day or even minute by minute and talk yourself through it. IT CAN BE DONE!!!
Good luck everyone! There is light at the end of the tunnel!
Tarn
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julie33343
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beccaj4848
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Keep it up! You are getting so close, but just pay attention to how you are feeling as well. I also did the reduction stage, which I think probably helped me in the end. Don't try to come off too fast. I have been on and off this medication for about 6 years..so I had a bit of a harder time getting it out of my system. Take care of yourself, do things that you enjoy doing, that make you feel happy. I really found that taking an omega 3 everyday and vitamin B complex seemed to really help with the brain fog and brain zaps, and also my overall energy level. Exercise is SO important, even when you don't feel like doing it. Just go for a walk for 30 minutes or something to get active. I promise it helps. Stay strong, and take it day by day..it's such a good feeling once you have been off completely and beaten all the withdrawals. Well worth the fight!
Keep fightin!
susan_05295
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the knee problem was so bad that i had 7 weeks off work and could hardly stand never mind walk .
as a result of the contant crying my GP prescribed citalopram 10mg for a few days and then increasing to 20mg after a week. i have to say that i felt emotionally much better within a week. after several months i tried to come off it slowly by reducing the dose to 10mg per day. at the same time i was suffering from facial dermatitis and had patch testing done which showed that i'm allergic to nickel. i therefore went on a reduced nickel diet and stopped any contact with nickel (in the form of keys/coins/handles etc)
my dermatitis did not improve and in fact got worse. it was then that i read the leaflet accompanying the citalopram. the 2010 version had mentioned possible rash/hives but the 2012 updated version of the leaflet said that it could cause coin shaped redness on skin which was exactly what i had. i mentioned this to the dermatologist but he dismissed it out of hand. therefore i continued to take the citalopram 20mg and concenatrated on really trying to avoid nickel in any food/drink.
the dermatitis continued to get worse. then i decided to stop citalopram completely. from 20mg per day to nothing.
i was a bit emotional and snappy for a while but the main thing for me was that i was incredibly jumpy and this made my knees worse as i would jump at the slightest noise. CRPS is difficult in that the slightest thing can have long lasting pain which completely puts a stop to normal life. again i had time off work and went back on 20mg citalopram a day. i have now been researching citalopram and dermatitis and find that it can cause ezcema and dermatitis. i am therefore once again going to come off it. i also take amitryptline for the nerve pain relief 50mg per day therefore i will increase amitriptylene and cut down to 10mg citalopram and further reduce in a few weeks. obviously the best way to cut down is slowly so your body can adjust. maybe some people will be able to just take 10mg per day - when i told my GP that i wanted to come off citalopram he told me 10mg is not a high dose and it's hardly worth bothering to cut it out. i disagreed and went ahead anyway. for some people it may well be the case that taking a small dose works, avoids the tears and makes life better.
renae84551
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kat99794
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Keep smiling
Lots of love xxx
pippa1964
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