Coming off Olanzapine
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I have been on Olanzapine or over 6 years now from when I was diagnosed Borderline personality traits and all I can say is that I have endured 6 years of living hell. I have been taking 10mg every night for that time and piled on loads of weight, felt lethargic no confidence and started experiencing heart pains. I have had absolutely zero social life in that time and felt unable to think or communicate with other people. I decided just over a month ago to stop the treatment and now am starting to feel much better. I have lost a stone in 2 weeks and look much better ,I am now able to think clearly and have much more energy and motivation to do things. To help me stop the Olanzapine I have avoided alcohol completely (this always put me back to square one in the past). I am finding it difficult to get off to sleep without the aid of the drug but more excercise through the day is helping with this. I will never return to taking this drug again as I feel it has robbed me of 6 years of my life.
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I am writing in this forum because I need some help. I have been prescribed over the past 22 years by different psychiatrist numeous medications. I was never diagnosed with any mental disorder, but am a recovering alcoholic and addict; so they have argued that the following medications would help.
I have taken the following meds "to help me with my addiction", or so they say..
Seroquel - 800 mgs a day (for 4 years)
Wellbutrin - 500 mgs a day (5 years)
Lamictal - 400 mgs a day (4 years)
Lyrica - 200 mgs a day (2 years)
Valproic Acid (Epival) - 1500 mgs a day (7 years)
Olanzapine (Zyprexa) - 20 mgs a day (7 years)
I have also been given from Diacepam, to adderall, and Ritalin.
As I told you, I abused benzo´s, oxy´s, coke and alcohol when I was in my teens and twenties...big time. I smoked weed on a daily basis, but that actually used to help me...it helped me relax, study, and socialize....so when the shrinks /therapists told me I had a real drug problem, and it would help me stop, i saw it as a solution. WELL MY LIFE HAS BEEN HELL. TAKING WELLBUTRIN AND SEROQUEL I had numerous manic episodes (not on "illegal drugs" ), heard voices, even got to the point of hurting myself. The dr´s solution was to take me off that, and put me on VALPROIC ACID AND OLANZAPINE....at first i felt good...CAUSE I WAS HIGH ALL THE TIME. I would wake up really drowzy (it felt kind of good), and was able to daze through the day....but did not crave coke or alcohol. I had many side effects that I was living with at the time, but never paid attention to... maybe the most important to me was "I could not "perform sexually" during the a.m., it actually took me like til 4 pm to "get started". As time went by, I started developing a serious problem around people...I GET EXTREMELY ANXIOUS AROUND MOST PEOPLE (except my wife, and maybe 2 or three other people), I am always in a terrible mood, I don´t concentrate, I get tingly sensations on my joints, sometimes i have panic attacks, sometimes my heart beats at a million per second, i get tunnel vision, i have excrutiating head aches, bladder / stomach problems, I have really bad dreams, I have blurred vision, and chest pain.
The one person that has it worse than me is my wife, I love her with all my heart, and she goes through hell because of me, and in return I go through hell....it´s a effin circle.
I really want to quit Olanzapine and Valproic Acid because it is making me miserable. I am bringing down my doseage and now take 500mgs of Valproic Acid and 5 mgs of Olanzapine at night...but want to get rid of it....
I have been reducing my dosage to 2.5 mgs of Olanzapine and 250 mgs of Valproic Acid for the past 3 days but am going through some serious hell. And the worst part of it, is I just read the composition of Olanzapine and it has Benzo´s.... (ONE SURE WAY FOR THE DR´S TO MAKE ME STOP MY ADDICTION HUH) (JUST SAW THE DOCUMENTARY "PRESCRIPTION THUGS" and the news today on CNN) IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW.
I need some advice, I really want to quit these hell drugs... I don´t know what to do....
I´ve been surfing the web, found articles on Magnesium deficiency (actually think that might be a problem), and am thinking of taking supplements; maybe try some other herbal stuff + excercise....
I´ve kind of always have missed also smoking an occasional Jay...haven´t done it in over 9 years, because they drilled my head so hard, and wouldn´t like to jeopardize my marriage. But at the end, I have been finding some interesting articles today.
Please any comment is welcome
Bless you
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Drug should be banned I believe. I reckon I lost 2 years out of the past 3 - the depression was so severe I would get up, wash and rush, then sit about all day just breathing.
i was worse than suicidal as I had zero interest in anything , full stop.
good luck and good health,
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I only suffered 3.;4 years of torment
anak14 melvin11
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Thanks for responding to me. Can you please tell me what was your experience coming off zyprexa and how long it took you?
Thanks
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Hi,
I wanted to share my story in the hopes it might help people or give them some hope.
I have been on olaznapine for about 6 years now. horrible side effects, i was really skinny before, now i gained 60 lbs, mostly around the belly. terrribly unmotivated, couldnt wake up till the afternoon, out of it, etc.
i kind of needed olanz, though, but now things are better and I have started tapering off it for 10 months.
one thing that has really helped me is taking a chinese herb called Chen Pi, which is made from citrus peels. i take some every morning, and it really helps me wake up earlier, like 9 am instead of noon.
about a year ago I started to take lamotrigine and had a pretty good response to it, which really helped me in my decision to taper olanzapine. no real lamotrigine side effects yet. seems the rash problem is mostly nonsense (i hope?)
i have been taking clonazapam, 0.5 mg (also called klonopin), its really great to smooth out the anxiety and and panic, especially with the tapering. if you are on it, i highly recommend tapering olanzapine first, so you can use a little extra clonazapm to ease the panic you occasionally get.
Recently I also started taking a tablespoon or so of oat bran fiber in the morning. this must have really helped the gut biome, boosting some good bacteria, because after i took it for a bit, my anxiety really calmed down and my mind was clearer and calmer. its hard for your stomach to adjust to it at first, but after I did it was great.
if i feel worn out or stressed out, some b-complex vitamins can help perk me up.
anyways, on to the taper.
I have been on 2.5 mg for a long time. but it became really obvious i needed to get off. i had knee problems due to extra weight. i was out of it, high cholesterol etc.
I started by just breaking off tiny bits of the pill before I took it. I got a digital scale called the gemini 20 from amazon. it measures to a very small amount, but the accuracy can be off, sometimes it measures my pill at 2.45 mg, sometime 2.3 mg. you need a completely flat surface, and usually need to adjust your calculations as to how off it is that day.
I went really really slowly. at some point when I was down by like 15%, I had a night of real panic, where I felt like something was unspooling in my brain. i took some extra clonazapam, and just waited it out. next day was fine.
after 10 months I am down to 1.4 mg.I am going extremely slowly as I am cautious. its been a bit of a journey. sometimes in the morning I have dizzyness or some balance issues.I discovered that taking an electrolyte mix used for fitness solved the problem, atleast so far. I use one called Electro mix, which is just a little satchel of electrolytes like potassium and magnesium you mix with water. there are a lot of other brands, I used another one called nuun. even gatorade, but it was too sweet for me.
If I wake up dizzy I take a glass of electromix it and feel better pretty soon.
i went through a period of a couple weeks where I just felt really exhausted everyday. i went up on the dose and it stopped, then i went back down on the dose in a few days. you might have to go up and down sometimes. sometimes if I feel weird I might just take a full 2.5mg, then go back to the normal dose the next day.
for sleep, I am doing okay. if I cant sleep i take a swig of vodka and it callms my mind and i drift off. i use these things called blue light blockers - a type of glasses you can wear at night to help reset your circadian rhythym. if i wear them starting at 9pm for a couple days it really sets my clock and i can fall asleep much earlier. google it!
i also try to take my olanzapine around 9pm to peak in my system around 11, so i can sleep then.
dealing with this whole thing can be hard, and annoying. i'm not sure if my side effects from olaznapine have improved that much. im still fat, sometimes am a zombie till 2pm, have occasional diarrhea, etc. I'm hoping in the next couple months to increase my lamotrigine to 150 mg, and then lower my olanzapine to 1.25 mg (half my original dose), then keep it there a bit, see how I feel, then go down to 1 mg, and then see how it goes. it might take another year. i actually dont plan to be truly and completely off this stuff for a long time. i wouldnt mind having a tiny dose everyday as a prophylaxis long term. unless i cant get skinny or still feel like a zombie.
To be honest, in comparison to all the ridiculous awful things that have happened to me in my health over the last few years, this taper is not that big a deal. i would advise to go slowly though. I am down about 40% from my inital dose, so we"ll see how things go from here, the hard part might be ahead!
I wrote all this because I want to help people who are struggling with this. I hope this helps. its a hard road,. if you are suffering, do what you can to help yourself and heal yourself. I have been suffering with a lot of bad stuff around medication and my health for many years. I have worked consistently over that time to help myself and heal myself. some things seem like they accomplish very little, but over many years can build up to put you in a different, better place. remember most of all, things can take a long time. be patient and kind to yourself. dont force yourself. it can really take a long time to be healthy, and there may be roadblocks and setbacks along the way, but keep going, helping your self little by litte.
also one thing that sounds really simple and stupid, but does wonders for me, is doing just a little exercise every day. I just do 10 minutes on the treadmill at a moderate pace, just enough to get my heart pumping. i do this 3 or 4o times a week. its such a small amount of exersize, but i makes a huge change in my mood, i feel a lot happier. if you cant do 10 mins, do 5, just do the tiniest amount, if makes a big impact.
blessings to all of you.
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Jamal, That was an inspiring read mate thanks for sharing! I'd like to add to your story to back it up.
As Jamal said it is a slow process and it can be difficult but if you stick with it you will be clear of this drug.
I was on olanzapine for 10 years solid, 15mg. Before that i was an active skinny happy person who weighed around 75kg. I had a psychotic attack and within 2 years of being on olanzapine I was over 100kg, unemployed and totally confused about what was going on or what had happened.
I kind of got myself together and stuggled through as a zombie also for another 6 years then decided at age 42 I wanted to be clear of this drug, the drug was only helping me sleep really. I started to taper much the same way Jamal has by cutting the pill in half on alternating days, I just worked out what worked for me which I believe is the only way to do it in terms of amount versus duration.
It took 18 months to get totally clear.
That was around the end of 2013. At the time then I still weighed 90kg and was totally unfit.
I enrolled in college because I lost my job. I studied to be a personal trainer...believe it or not.
I spent a year in college studying. There would be days when I would have to leave because I thought I was going to pass out because the drug had messed up my system so much.
I started walking daily toward the end of my year of studies.
I graduated end of 2014.
I won't bore you with the whole story but in October this year, 2016, I will compete in two World Championship events.
You can get off this drug if you really put your mind to it and persevere!
It won't be easy. It is still a battle for me most days but each new day brings a new insight and new knowledge on how to be better and stay clear of this drug.
Prior to being on this drug I had not done any real form of competitive activity for over 20 years. What I had done back in my teens and childhood was purely grassroots and just for fun.
If you set your mind you can achieve anything.
As Jamal says...activity helps. I would go as far to say that IT IS THE ONLY THING THAT HELPS.
You need to energise your body and mind with new energy and quality healthy food to rid your body of this TOXIN.
If you do not I would say there is a greater chance of you going back on this drug. I'm not preaching here...it's just a fact.
Real food is medicine as is clean water. That's all you need.
Hang in there. You can do it.
Colin Menzies
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One thing people on Olanzapine should recognize is this is a powerful medication. Try not to make yourself feel bad if you cant get out of bed, you can start or finish projects, you feel tired all the time. this is not your fault, it is the fault of this medication. if you're on it, it is better to have a level of acceptance for the situation you are in, and not make yourself feel even worse with self blame. that is a negative spiral! rather do a tiny little bit every week to make yourself feel better and heal. it adds up over time, and will open the door to eventually getting off this medication if that is what you want.