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dondons
dondons

I’m.  So 

Drunk right now 

And can’t wait to end this horrible thing. That’s called life ! Life ? 

It’s a joke some people get to have. A life and some don’t it’s not real 

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  • julie79608
    julie79608 dondons

    Posted

    I quite like drunk it kind of feels good. I often wonder if death feels like drunk? Anyways younjustbenjotbut because tomirriwcthecs**t begins once again 
  • vicky51471
    vicky51471 dondons

    Posted

    Dear Dondons

    Dondons you’ve been drinking and now you’re drunk. You probably think it helps but bless you you are here saying you want to end it.

    im a hypocrite cause I dulled myself with heroin for years but youmust know it makes it so much worse it did me.

    whats not real to you Dondons?

    vicky xxx

  • deb87510
    deb87510 dondons

    Posted

    Wish I lived nearby I would come get drunk with you and share our stories of a unhappy life that never improves. Feel your pain. 
  • wayne1962
    wayne1962 dondons

    Posted

    Hi dondons - I used to escape into drink too. I looked forward to the hangover - it made me feel relaxed and psuedo-carefree. But alcohol is a depressant and fixes nothing. Once, in 1994, feeling completely finished with life and in a drunken state, I scribbled goodbye letters and lay cushions down in front of the gas oven. I turned it on and stuck my head in, annoyed that i couldn't lay comfortably. Minutes passed, nothing happened. Slumping in defeat, the whole oven tipped over and landed on my back. It was heavy and could have caused spinal damage - but didn't. Someone said, 'It's not your time yet.' 

    On the other hand, like deb, if you were nearby, I'd be there with the bourbon in hand and we could all share.

  • dondons
    dondons

    Posted

    Come and have a drink with me more fun than life!  X
  • tina89895
    tina89895 dondons

    Posted

    Hi there you all

    Hope you are doing ok.

    Sorry I'm a day late for the party, like the others  if I was near I would of joined in the party having my own this evening as just found out i am no longer going to be paid from my work received an unexpected  letter out of the blue. 

    Sorry Wayne your story due to my sick sense of humour found amusing hugs to you hope you are not offended!! XX

    So cheers to you all lol vanilla vodka with cranberry and clementine fizz left over from Xmas as finished the wine.

    Tina xx

     

    • wayne1962
      wayne1962 tina89895

      Posted

      Hi Tina - no, no, no - Not At All!  Like you I have the privilege of a wicked sense of humour (what a life-saver it can be!) and I have since used the sorry story to entertain. A tragi-comedy others can relate to - oh, and how they laugh! B******s. LOL.
  • tina89895
    tina89895 dondons

    Posted

    A question just been out to see if i can see the northern lights, which I can't, so  why is it whne you are drunk you walk with your hands in your pockets surely you need your hands and arms to help keep your balance or protect yourslef in case you fall over???

    Stupid I know but I found i kept my hands in my pockets weird is it not???? especially as I thought about it at the time.

  • dondons
    dondons

    Posted

    Days like today makes me realise how rubbish I am as a mum and I want to blame the depression but I’m not sure I really can and after all depression is a make believe illness to many! 
    • deb87510
      deb87510 dondons

      Posted

      What happened today that makes you feel like a rubbidh mom?
    • dondons
      dondons deb87510

      Posted

      I’m a rubbish mum, friend, Person, human ! It’s just the way I am! Xx
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