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Hi my Friends. I am so cross with myself.After 16 days with no Alcohol and feeling really well and pleased with myself I succumbed yesterday to its powers.Rain and wind yesterday made my favourite hobbies impossible needed to get out of house though only sport on T V which the rest of family love.So my intention was to go for walk into Town buy a DVD some plants a coffee meet a friend or whatever.Alcohol at that point was NOT on the list.Passed several supermarkets was half way home then suddenly back tractked to nearest supermarket and bought a bottle of white wine rushed into nearest toilet and consumed half bottle absolute magic Buxx.walked home feeling very drunk hid half bottle of wine near tree covered it in leaves (very protective when it comes to wine) tried to act sober when I arrived home so nobody noticed-they were still engrossed in sport anyway-could have brought home a bag full of bottles and hidden them round the house places where they never look-too risky though.I feel rubbish today unbelievable after only half a bottle of wine maybe it's because I hadn't been drinking for 16 days. Confession over i just needed to tell you all sorry if it was boring.Now a rubbish day to get trough.Will I go back to the tree and retrieve the wine ? I don't know I feel to ill at the moment to bother.Why did I go back to the supermarket and let IT win again.Love Susan X
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