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convinced of BT

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samantha70490
samantha70490

in addition to many other posts, for the past 8 months I have been convinced I have a brain tumor. the only medical evidence against this was normal pupil dilation, and no papilladema, and normal blood results. im too scared to get an MRI because i know I'm dying why live my last months in misery. im in college and no one would know i was experiencing these things. recent symptoms that are furthering the convincing are:

-burning like scalp sensation on right side of head

- i constantly have random memories pop into my head. not flashbacks or auras just memories of random irrelevant things that happened many years ago.

diagnosed with GAD and panic disorder, moderate/severe c1/c2 vertebrate problems, OCD. could this be psychosomatic/ neuropathy/ anxiety or do any of these sound like real BT symptoms. i really dont want to die and I feel an apathy towards things- like why should i study for finals if im going to die? i doubt ill see my 21st birthday and I just hope this diagnosis comes after the holidays so it doesnt ruin everything for my family. someone please help. 

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  • catspelle1
    catspelle1 samantha70490

    Posted

    Hello Sam it's the same answer as last time from me I'm afraid you need to see your GP. Nobody can diagnose you on here. I understand you are going through a tough time but please see your GP. Best wishes
  • Sarah77772
    Sarah77772 samantha70490

    Posted

    Awww Samantha I know exactly what you are going through.....a few years back I thought the same thing....woke up with headaches went to bed with headaches dizzy spells floating stars etc I too was scared to go for a mri coz I knew in my head I had a tumour it's only one day I went and their was nothing was told I suffered from cluster headaches ....but go see your gp hun yell him what's going on....I too suffer from health anxiety and I have diagnosed myself with all sorts of illnesses right now I'm frightened that I could have cervical cancer as I had borderline changes and hpv detected on smear results I have to go for a coloscopy next week and I'm sitting myself. ..however I've been told it's not serious but because of how I am I'm still convinced I have cancer.....please get help it's not a good thing to go through as I too am going through it I've put my life on hold haven't even put my Christmas tree up yet coz Im thinking the worst

    Go see your gp and have a talk with them it's worth it

    • samantha70490
      samantha70490 Sarah77772

      Posted

      thank you, right now this is a brand new thng i have this weird burnign type of sensation on the back side of my head that im terrified is attributed to a BT. just started today. idk what it is. not a headache feels like superficial? 
  • Sarah77772
    Sarah77772 samantha70490

    Posted

    Have you had a eye test?
    • samantha70490
      samantha70490 Sarah77772

      Posted

      at the very end of july optic nerve / disc was checked and found to be normal. dilation was tested about a month ago, normal. eye movement is normal but my eyes are shaped differently (astigmatism)
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